第七十六集-- 放过我吧

我真的是累了。。。。我不管是认识谁我都只是在害对方罢了。。。。我在这对xx说对不起。。。。。就当我是叫他们去跟着你的吧。。。。真的对不起。。。真的有时我不想活了你知道吗。。。坏事老是跟着我。。。。我没资格去喜欢一个人吧。。。。不要担心不惯彩云的事。。。。是别人啦。。。。命运你赢了。。。。或许我真是个天煞孤星罢。。。命中注定孤独终老。。。。

第七十五集-- 我哭了

星期五的早上。。。自以为是的我还以为自己不会哭呢但谁也想到，一个心已没感觉的人尽然会哭。。。我本以为我可以接受爷爷已不在的事实但还是哭了。。。。我们一边陪着他走完最后的路，一边哭。。。我便想起好多小时候的事情。。。。爷爷背着我的书包走在我后面深怕我会跌倒或会怎麽样。。。看着他慢慢的被推进去火化。。。。我的泪水便不断的飚出来了。。。我真的很想你啊。。。我们对互相的承诺都没做到。。。这是我人生中的第一个遗憾！！！

第七十四集-- 我很难过

很多人问我为什麽我没上学。。。我不想告诉任何人的所以在这里说。。。最疼我的爷爷今天早上过世了。。。我很难过我不想去理会任何一个人。。。我看着他的遗体想起我小的时候他照顾我的情形。。。我对他的承诺没做到。。。。他答应我的事他也没做到。。。这可能是我一生唯一值得遗憾的事了。。。不说了我明天得上学也得去爷爷的丧礼。。。

第七十三集---深圳之旅之后的感想

哈哈好奇为什麽我永华文字.....因为我多了深圳的朋友咯.......哈哈哈在我踏处恒之源的那一刻....我告诉自己不能哭得......罗烨还开玩笑说我坚强冷血哈哈我不想在大家面前哭哈哈哈我看到蔡大姐....张思秀.....罗烨.....龙治位啊他们都泛带泪光....自己也不舍得但不舍得又能如何......我始终得走的...大家的留言我都读了....真很感谢你们....我只怨我们大家相逢太晚........不能好好的与对方在一起生活......

Eps 72- Day by Day

Wow it's wk 3 liao.....I bought lots of things sia ok actualli not that much la.......I bought a gucci wallet, a leather ah gua bag, a sleeveless jacket, a sunglasses, a scarf, a ring, a band.......went to hai yang gong yuan[HK], xing kua da dao[HK], ya liao street[HK], Mongkok[HK], Stanford hotel[HK]and more......oso went to shi jie zhi chuang[SZ], lao jie[SZ], gao wu gong yuan[SZ], luo hu[SZ], xia mi hu[SZ] and more hahaha.....if u wanna see pics haha go to ting yun's blog www.mememememeandonlyme.blogspot.com k haha update next time........

Eps 71- Wah sian ar

Sian I shld have shut my damn mouth up lor.......haiz I oso dunno lehz The liu dong treat us veri well but to mi I tink is too well le bah...haiz my past still hinders mi.....I realli felt like a knife cutting up my heart when she din support mi.....haiz I kno she have her own thoughts but I realli wan her to support mi....haiz heart pain going to tear liao.....haiz stupid lor shldnt have sae that sentence....haiz if I din sae I wun kno this thing liao haiz.....somemore Froggy is dragged down into this.....haiz u have repay the favor that u owned mi I find out how she is like le and I totalli felt like giving up liao.....haiz I juz wan someone to support mi like that oso cant mehz.....haiz....wat like that.....JOYLING......or whoever can hlp mi mah.....how come like that I realli dun feel like toking liao haiz suan le la I realli dun wan le I totalli cant bear to see myself hurt again becuz of something ppl dun bother which I bother a lot...de she dun even kno....I sae before le.....one of my prob is I dun like to explain and communicate......I realli have choose wrong liao.....I lost in people's relation......haiz I can onli stay single forever liao........hope someone reply mi soon......

Eps 70 Shen Zhen----dae 1 & 2

Dae 1----Rainy

Wasnt able to upload alot of pics as the connections here are nt as gd as the Singapore's....but I will upload some whenever I can...
Mi, ZhiXian and ZhongYang and TingYun played DaDi @ the plane......lol the seats are separated mi and zhong yang, ZhiXian wif tingyun lol.......
ZhongYang forgt to bring alot of things sia......lol sibei tuo pattern ar!!! hhahaa we went down the plane and met Catherine last night haha....Mi and ZhiXian one room, Tingyun and Chaiyun one room, ZhongYang and Reuben one room......

Dae 2--Veri Cold 22 degrees

Catherine sae that we are quite lucky as it was veri hot and dry before we arrived @ shen zhen.....after we arrived it's cool and windy.....lol......I spent 500 RMB sia lol cuz I bought my sis wanted de Jacket well it's 250 RMB......ZhiXian helped mi to bargain wif the ppl....and we gt 7 thumbdrives for 230 RMB OMG it's freaking cheap la it's like 12 sing bucks. I oso gt a sun glasses and a wallet haha.......but spent too much for a dae liao will control my spending haha.