Eps 80- There can be miracle when u believed

This past few daes I been veri emo.......Esp after the msg thing.....Sun, Mon, Tues....all gt emo dao lo..............Sunday I realli veri emo cuz I realli veri sad liao den somemore my hairdresser take leave lol....cant vent my frustration on my hair.......lol............den Joyling and Z.yan and Joey all acc mi and cheer mi up lo...........haha when we eatin dinner going to go hme liao de I start to sae abit lame things.....but Mon I oso the same sian sian de..........Saw her at MRT....1048am.....u kno y I can remember the timin cuz I looked at the watch tinking I might see her.....at that time I want to kan dao her but dunno how to face her.....and I saw her lo....she din see mi I walked veri quickly to avoid her lo...................den when I play bball that time Daryll saw my sian sian face ask mi wat did 4+ do to mi lol.......I sae nth.............hhaha den tues after I went to FC 5 after my first lesson....I saw her...she din see mi and I straight away hide in bangdeli lo....lol............I tell joyling I saw her...........den joyling walked up to her.......she tell joyling that the msg is her bf want her to send de...........she din have the intention to do it de lo.........den she told joyling she din explain to mi is becuz her bf confiscate her hp after that lol..........den even though I happy abit...maybe alot la but I kno things still doesnt change..........then tues nite mi, joyling, Z.yang and Joey we went to Kovan to pass her bd gift......her bf was wif her.....lucky I ask joyling they all to give her lo...........she din see mi again lol...........12 midnite I went to kovan to pass her her gift lehz..........lol if ppl kno mi well de ar will kno that in my life I have nv do such things before lo...........so can see I realli like her alot de......den thurs I sent her hme.....veri funny lo everione is like telling mi she likes mi............but I cant feel any..........but sometimes I does feel that she is interested in mi but sometimes I dun...........Joyling sae de correct...I m using too much of my head liao.........muz use more of my heart more..................somemore when I buy the gift that time like fated like tat lo.........I buy the locker is last one liao den somemore her fave colour..........haha so qiao lo..........den went in a shop.........the song goes" there can be miracle when u believed" lol den I realli awake liao lo............I believed tat as long as I try my best there will be a miracle de...........I told z.yang I feel that she is the one I been waitin for lo.........I realli hope she is that One la...........cuz the obstacles are realli cant solved de lo den suddenly truth is out lo..........I dunno if any more things are going to happen mah but I onli can sae I will hold on to her.........I will give everithing I have in order to see that she is safe, healthy, happy.......yup haha a bit too serious le hor hhaaa ps....but this is how I feel lo............and doing things for her I found out that I have gd frens that are willing to wait for mi when I buying and doing the present and acc mi to send her hme ar and hlp mi up when I down.............THnks all that hlp mi and esp Joyling she helped mi alot....and she hlped mi to wrap the present cuz I dun kno how to wrap lol........haha thnks I realli m gladful I meet u BITES, cuz I din meet u I wun like u if I din like u I wun found frens that are wiling to do things for mi.......thnks I have alot of gd frens nw............I will thnks everione when I see them haha........

第七十九集-- 这一秒我哭了

不知道是不是上天玩我。。。我不喜欢的时候她是单身的。。。到了我真的喜欢了她就有男朋友了。。。。。。我到底是不是欠你的。。你要这样玩我。。。。我不玩了好吗放过我好吗。。。我求你啦。。我真的受够了。。。难道我所经历还不够吗。。。你给了我希望却在我相信这希望的时候。。。。给了我失望。。。难道我不知道我不该喜欢她吗。。。。有没有人可以告诉我。。。喜欢一个人有错吗。。。。我比谁都清楚被人抢去感受好不好。。。。

Eps 78- I lost.......

Thurs I went to eat wif zzhong yang to celebrate his bd.............and I confess to her....I like her.......Ytd she quarrel wif bf..........I worry...............nt worry if the couple din break......is worry abt her...........todae I ask her if she is okay le mah..............she sae all settle le............and the worst finalli happened............I remember ZX ask mi this ques before.....if her bf ask u to stop msgin wat will u do??......she told mi her bf knos that I msg her liao and he wans mi to nt msg her everidae........and she add on sae if someone is msgin my gf den I oso bu shuang ma...........hmmmmmm I can ans........this ques cuz it happen before.....I m ok as long as she tell mi abt it...........everithing that has happen seems like a mirror to myself remindin mi of my ex.....remindin mi tat I let her go.........The ans I told ZX is that I will stop msgin her........hmmmmmm they quarrel becuz this matter.......hmmm everione sae that she is nt serious in her relationship wif her bf but somehow I can kno that she is serious de...........from wat they told mi abt her bf....her bf de person shld be a insecure, low confidence level, da nan ren....de person but if they quarrel he will be the first person to give in.............hmmm haiz in the end....I kno what I shlddo and will be doing and even though I be sad but well SADNESS IS ALWAYS MY FREN....I kno him veri well......Wo zhen shi ge stupid guy.....maybe I m realli nt made for relationship bah maybe I m made for hlpin ppl to be tgt lo......MATCHmaker bah........ya lo.......and no one tells her this thing hor.......well even tell oso no use she wun care de bah..........haha ya lo

Eps 77- THE MIST

Haaha I juz saw ' The mist'.....I kno I kno it's a outdated movie but after 2 lessons of film appreciation I finalli understand wat the story is realli abt......'The mist' is abt a town is trapped in this mist and there is creatures from other world(s) that is hiding in the mist waiting to feed on humans.....some keep on moving some stay on some believe it's god doing....there is this particular grp of 5 survived the creatures and is in a car trying to go out of the mist.....however the car ran out of petrol and the 5 ppl include a father and his son, a old man, 2 teachers, one old and one young. Like I sae, the car ran out of petrol, they din kno wat to do as they have a revolver which has onli 4 bullets. The father killed the rest and went out of the car to attract the creatures to kill him......however he could onli find tanks and soldiers marching toward him from behind.......the soldier cleared the mist and killed the beast.....

From wat I sae....can u find out wat the real story is abt???



The real story is toking abt LIFE. The mist is the unknown future. The creatures are the obstacles. When ppl is blocked by an obstacle, some stay on which means juz let it be, some keep on moving which means looked forward and juz move forward, some believe in god's doing which means fated...However when u tried and so hard to move forward den something juz dun go rite and wat u do? Give up? Or keep on trying? So when u give up, you can onli regret wat u have done when u are old.

Haha m I clever or wat haha....I tink the writer is trying to tell ppl to keep on trying no matter how bad the situation is or u might regret like the father did as he could have juz stay put or even push the car and the 5 of them could survived but he chose the wrong choice.

第七十六集-- 放过我吧

我真的是累了。。。。我不管是认识谁我都只是在害对方罢了。。。。我在这对xx说对不起。。。。。就当我是叫他们去跟着你的吧。。。。真的对不起。。。真的有时我不想活了你知道吗。。。坏事老是跟着我。。。。我没资格去喜欢一个人吧。。。。不要担心不惯彩云的事。。。。是别人啦。。。。命运你赢了。。。。或许我真是个天煞孤星罢。。。命中注定孤独终老。。。。

第七十五集-- 我哭了

星期五的早上。。。自以为是的我还以为自己不会哭呢但谁也想到，一个心已没感觉的人尽然会哭。。。我本以为我可以接受爷爷已不在的事实但还是哭了。。。。我们一边陪着他走完最后的路，一边哭。。。我便想起好多小时候的事情。。。。爷爷背着我的书包走在我后面深怕我会跌倒或会怎麽样。。。看着他慢慢的被推进去火化。。。。我的泪水便不断的飚出来了。。。我真的很想你啊。。。我们对互相的承诺都没做到。。。这是我人生中的第一个遗憾！！！

第七十四集-- 我很难过

很多人问我为什麽我没上学。。。我不想告诉任何人的所以在这里说。。。最疼我的爷爷今天早上过世了。。。我很难过我不想去理会任何一个人。。。我看着他的遗体想起我小的时候他照顾我的情形。。。我对他的承诺没做到。。。。他答应我的事他也没做到。。。这可能是我一生唯一值得遗憾的事了。。。不说了我明天得上学也得去爷爷的丧礼。。。