Eps 101-a New beginning

Todae let's discuss about some of the most regretted thing of ur life....hmmmmmm ok let mi rephrase the whole sentence by asking this ques -- if u have the power to go back in time(u can onli change one thing), what thing would u like to change?

for mi I would like to change my entire life.....change my life from I m in pri 3...change my sec sch life....change my poly life....it's nt like m sec friends are nt treating mi well or something....but from my pt of view, everione muz have a fren that u can tok to....I have 2 haha....so that's nt my regret but wat I wan is ppl understandin mi....of course no one could....they tot they understand mi...they sae I dun care abt ppl...but I myslf I kno I do....the onli thing is I dun do anything to show...well nt doing anything to show care is nt a crime...haha ppl I care and I show is my parents whom I oso recently den start to do thing to show that I care....I kno that I dun like to do things in front of ppl....cuz I dun like to lick ppl boots....that's y no one likes mi....but I understand myslf....I guess that will do even if it means that I have no more frens....I have no more frens to celebrate birthdae wif....even if I have no more birthdaes party to go to.....things are nt going to change....misunderstandings are onli getting deeper and deeper....I will still love myslf.....cuz human are independent creatures they dun need to depend on others....haha



well that's y recent point of view....and finalli I hope that Boon may first dae of sch is smooth haha....

Eps 100- Wah FInalli the hundred post lol....

OMG it take mi 3 long years to blog my 100th post lol......but this 100 posts oso acc mi for my past 3 yrs in poly haha....so fast going grad.....abit sad la haha...well ppl comes and goes la haha.....wah todae I added some of my pri sch classmates haha....so fun haha they din change much lehz haha....I felt I change quite abit haha....but still as emotional la haha....I find out that english sometimes things and ppl dun realli change....they juz turn 180 degrees....away from u....that's y I will find them hard to understand cuz whn they turn 180 degrees away from u...their back is facing u....that's y understanding is difficult.....haha this is my theory.....how abt a question for u guys.....have u sae hi to frens that u have nt tok to for a long time?....if u havent u can start now...cuz it's interesting....tinking that whether they change or nt.....do they look the same or totalli diff.....haha fun....=)

Eps 99- dT_Tb

近来，我发现我身边的朋友一个一个的在改变。我自己也发现自己还是忘不了她。那件事之后，我好像在也不可以做好任何事了。我好比一个没了自信的人。我知道那很不对，但有时还是没办法。我发现我好像是个超孤单的人，朋友不少但好朋友没几个。我知道真正认识我的朋友都很挺我， 他们都帮我很多。我很感谢他们。她在我的身命里流下了一道疤，一道很深的疤。笑着亦是哭着， 哭着亦是笑着。

Eps 98- 海派甜心

How long izzit I haven blog le almost one and half months....I guess.....This few weeks I been chasing this show called, 海派甜心, it's nice real nice....this show somehow reminds mi of someone.....someone hu dun believe in Love anymore....how sad can it be......it seems like everione else in the world have their own story to tell....wat abt ur's? wat's ur story? happiness is everiwhere but can u catch it, that's the ques? Are u happy?

Eps 97-How come Sadness always come to mi?

Todae went trainin for Lawson de club....all the training was alrite....but whn it comes to 5-5 something goes wrong....the 2 teams is inbalance....one stronger and one okay okay.....normally the strong shld win de but startin is realli tough cuz the mind of the strong team is sure win one lehz....while the other team even they are okay okay onli but they give their best to win and whn they saw that winning opportunity they quickly grab....the strong side start to crumbles at defence and den MI hu is in that strong team finalli gt angry and I myslf understand y I yell!!! but no one kno they juz tink that fuck la ben cb angry again....den whn lester sub mi I at sideline....I can realli hu's givin everithing and hu's nt....that's y I dun like to be in a strong team....even myslf oso cant control and feel this match sure win liao lo....den everione's nt happy....I suddenly understand y I have failed for so many years lo....my temper....haha dun worry after I post this I will be happy again...as for joining their trainin....I will reconsider le cuz I dun wan to drag ppl behind.....I m realli angry at myslf lo after all this years my temper still de same...see something wrong....I muz bu shuang one lo hahaha.....my leg is hurtin again it's going bad to worst liao....dun kno how long I still can do sports sia....haha

Eps 96- my life......

Todae suddenly wanted to post some recent things online.....mondae I cut my hair, everione tinks of my hair differently.....Wed Lester asked mi and daryll to join their training....I agree becuz I too tink that they have potential....I tricked Daryll in tinkin that I wans to play so much and dun wanna to left him out.....becuz both darren and Lester tink that they dun have a forward that can slash though defence....that's y I wan him to join....Wed I went and pass boon may a amulet for her exams and wish her good luck....she sae my hair like no hair like tat lol...sat went Zyang hse and do fyp....Everi now and den I see Zyang I will like wan to ask how's sijia....haha but I din ask in the end...cuz I ask le oso like tat haha....everithing is startin to come into place le...my singing is improvin...my studies is better(attitude towards study)....even though the first dae of sch I wasnt that happy cuz I m still tinkin abt things that happen last yr and last month....haha but I wun le I wun be unhappy becuz of some ppl....even if I dun like them....the more I disliked them the more happy I shld be.....bu shi mah....haha....I see alot of video this daes haha gt some quite funny gt some veri unexpected....haha makin my life even more interestin...haha even though there are more unhappiness to come but I have no choice to juz be happy and see wat I can do wif all the unhappy.....well dun gt mi wrong haha I juz wanna enjoy all the smoothness in my bball, singing, studys and frenship....

Eps 95-Disappointment to everione...

Ytd I gt a call from my sch....they told mi that the Safra PK challenge...arrange a special audition....I was excited and todae I went for the audition...I sing...你是我的眼...and an english 'like a rose'.....I din went in as expected llo....the judge was our sch principal....he sae the first song I sing was gd all the atmosphere and the emotions are gd but the sec song the first part abit nt clear(my diction)....and he sae my voice sometimes is abit thin..and dun have this substance that surround the audience....den he ask the three of us 'hu do u tink will gt in'....everione sae themselves except for mi....well whn I m on stage...I realli m confident...cuz I dun tink of anything...well I chose other ppl la....in the end that person went in....I was so close of gtin in....haiz whn m I going to break this curse...arrrr...I kno I m improvin but I juz cant gt in....I m givin my 100% to everi sec I can gt on stage....wat shld I do....can gt mi into a bigger stage for even more audience...I m nt afraid to sing for ppl....I juz afraid that I cant gt in....