Eps 92- Everione's nervous....haha

Tml is my cousin's wedding...everione is nervous cuz he is the first in our relative to get marry.....haha I wish him and his wife live a blissful life haha.....as for mi I special went to shop for new clothes...cuz I dun have anything that is fit for FOUR SEASON HOTEL.....lol haha yup his wedding is @ four season hotel...haha it's at orchard road there...I bought alot of things..one new pair of skinny....one new vest....a new chain and one brand new medal haha lol.....wanna kno more haha tml I will take some pic of mi and my cousin's wedding haha and for the first time my mum's family side is reveal haha....thnks for all the comments...I oso tink that I m becoming more mature...after all this things happened...well I have to be mature cuz I m going 20 lo....and boonmay remember our pacts hor something that's going to happen in NOV haha lol.....

Eps 91- Times and times of Mi

So long nv blog lo.......it's like one month ago(my last entry), I still miss her....she is that kind of person that will be missed by anyone cuz she is a realli gd fren....she will be and forever is my fren...my gd fren.....dun be mistaken she is nt dead yet juz that she's takin her O's....in this last month many things happened....things that revolved ard mi actualli changed mi....changed my opinion towards relationships...changed my opinion towards life....towards goals...in this few months I learn alot....from my grandpa's death..to sijia de incident....to even boonmay....
dun kno if anyone notice from my grandpa's death...I changed in terms of hidin my feelings in front of ppl....I cried for the first time in front of my relative and family...ever since I m hmmmm in primary bah I guess...
As for sijia's incident.....this is the first time tat I actuali can sae that I loved her....others maybe like.....when everything happens I juz dunno wat to do...I m juz stunned and shock of the things I heard from her....even till now I still cant totalli forgt her....
as for boon may.....it's like someone above is givin mi hope towards life after he/she has taken my everything away....Boon may is my smile...it's like after I kno her I found my smile, my laughter back after all the things happened....
Ppl that kno mi veri long will kno that I looked forward to a romantic and cosy relationship....but all this incidents change my perspective of lookin at it...somehow I realised relationship...I cant handled it yet...I cant nt because I m nt ready for it....but becuz the things ard mi are nt ready for it.....but for mw I dun wan to have a relationship yet cuz I wan to improve and focus on wat I m doing...I wan to excel in everything....everything that happen have made mi distracted in every single things I have done....my grades are faling...I dun wanna win in bball games....I lost my wisdom...lost myself...I lose to fate......so I have got to pull myslf tgt...I have greater things to achieve....nth's gonna block my way anymore...

Eps 90- I m starting to miss u

Todae mi, wai hao, zyang and johnson went to Sim lim tower to see our component things haiz...we stuck at the peltier module there lol.....but I tink that nw the prob is nt the peltier module is the program and other things...den after that I went hme alone....startin feelin bored abt the things that are revolving my life...so sian....haiz I realli missed her....her laughter and randomness...she havin exams sia...I hope everithing faster pass by and I can see her soon.....I went to drink the Chocolate Ice blend todae which she liked so much....lol I din like the taste...yuck haha I realli m a weird guy cuz I realli dun like chocolate....well haha banana milkshake is my fave drink haha lol I nd go study liao byebye

Eps 89- 我好累啊

Todae I play bball....I totalli no mood cuz I saw some ppl...lol...like I sae before to my close frens....one compare and another one criticise....wow I hated them man...even though I gt them tgt....wow I realli regret bringin them tgt lo....wtf....I seriously veri fed up wif this matter lo.....my personal things she go let....him hear....lol...hear liao I still have to endure his critics.....wah she still ask mi wan another piece to sing mah...lol....I alr dun wanna sae anything den still dare to ask mi wan another piece mah....lol....den she let mi angry for 3 times.....first she let him listen to my music....second she send his music to mi....somemore same song....WAH wtf rite....wat u wan....okok la I veri lousy he sing veri gd....he everithing better den mi k can liao mah....stop the fucking comparing will u....I m a human...lo I GT FREAKIN FEELINS......den the guy....he tot he veri close to mi....lol other ppl can sae wat they wan I dun care cuz they are close to mi....I kno they jkin....HU ARE U TO TEACH MI CROSSOVER.....and I dun wanna kno u de lo...is becuz I m her fren that's y....u 2 read liao wanna angry...watever I dun care....cuz to mi...u 2 are realli makin mi pissed liao.....and my limits are going to be reached.....if u wanna compare mi wif other things or other human or animal...pls dun k I hated to be compared....

Eps 88- Things are boring

Todae I wake up feeling everidae so sian and boring.....den want to msg her that time.....I rmb she ytd sae dun distract her.....and she is studyin everidae....so I dun kno when to msg her so that I wun distract her....so I din msg her in the end....I plannin nt to msg her till after O's bah....I have alot of things I wanna tell her....my recent bad things.....my recent gd things.....den I suddenly tink y tell her so much....she juz a fren mah lol...and y she muz listen....haiz sian I oso dunnno wat I m tokin la....lol....haiz haha tok to my frens haha some dun care...some listen liao den jiu listen lo.....some I oso dunno they wan to hear de mah....lol....so y bother to tell them.....and the things I wanna tell her is somethings that revolve ard some ppl la....onli her is nt from my grp de...I wan to her wat is her views....sometimes is the ppl that are nt ur age can tell u wat u tink is the best solutions.....but since she is havin her exams preparations den I wun tell her anything bah....haiz there goes my part time joker.....anyone wans to interview for it??? Gals onli thnks....LOL.....=)....my first emotion on my blog lol after 88 episode lol......well she change the way I m tokin cuz she is the first one that complain no commas, no fullstops, and no emotions....lol my sms la and all lol.....

Eps 87- I cut my hair lo.....

21st of July I cut my hair.....haha I have officially change my hairstyle haha.....tml there is this interview again by another modelin company lol....I sian alr haha but they sae need to bring a photo...lol haiz the salon oso din call mi one....haha sianzzzzz........this wk gt alot of things that made mi realli veri fed up lo....warn u all first ar...dun ever compare mi k for gd or bad I oso dun like cuz I will hate u de....I realli dun like ppl to compare mi wif others lo....cuz I feel that it's no meanin de lehz....haha I gt so much I wana sae but I dun feel like saying it here lehz I realli like the way mi and her tok lo....even if sometimes she forgt abt my things....even if she nv ask so much ques as I do.....even if she is busy and cant tok to mi.....she is person that can made mi laugh de lo....is REALLI LAUGH de lo....strange lehz....she wrote on my Cbox that she wun tok to mi anymore.....hmmmmm how come I.....dun feel any anger and confusion de lol.....maybe is becuz I kno the reason behind it.....shld I explain anything?? Maybe nt nw bah.....she havin her exams....dun wan her to be disturb by mi....

Eps 86- her, Her, HEr, HER

Lol haha I recently kno this siao siao de gal call BM....lol she veri crazy de haha.....kno her for 3 wks lo.....is like sms her alot la cuz she is VERI FUNNY and RANDOM cant stop tokin to her de lo.....I still dun kno how's her char like??? so I muz kno her longer see how.......I went out wif her from 11pm till like 8 something am de reach hme lol......u kno wat we did...we juz kept tokin lol....haha we can tok on msn from 10pm- 7 am lol....haha veri weird rite....ok dun ask mi y I din tok to u guys for so long....I dunno how to ans one.....lol.....she is the first person I tok so long on msn lo...lol haha tokin to her makes my dae haha no worries she is nt a substitute for anyone.....haha......and I wun rush anything cuz I still have no feelins towards her yet but in the future I can confirm that I will like her sooner or later....haha but there is still much more ppl and things I haven done yet so I cant juz focus on her lo....this is wat I tot of this time.....I learn alot of last exp.....and I learn alot in BBALL too....thnks to daryll hu teaches mi Crossovers....and fakes.....haha I m learnin tear drop shot tooo....by myslf haha....it's startin to be fun for mi le cuz it's excitin to crossover and made ppl anklebreak haha I wan to be a anklebreaker lol haha.......as for SJ.....I have put down the feelins for her le.....I dunno if we still can be frens cuz it juz doesnt seems rite anymore.....haha nw onli Zyang tok abt her in front of mi....Joyling and Joey they all dun tok abt her....haha I still concern abt her but juz as a fren haha like how I concern for my buddy and Yiling lo....and my other female and male frens haha....I hope tat her bf and her will live in bliss....as for mi I hope to finish wat I have start...all my dreams and hopes lo....