100910 - boredom

I m so bored.......haha bored from work cuz todae I m workin alone. Imagine workin solo facing laptops and walls of cushions.......no one to tok to.........I m bored haha tmr I m wokin solo again cuz hari raya haha den Sudirman took off on both thurs and fri haha I juz hope no calls will do.....hehe :P o0o ya btw on 070910 I sae that I went gym rite in the end it seems like my trainin plan dun work out cuz I din feel any muscle ache and stuff even I can feel that my thighs and calf are much tighter after the gym session........well the next session I will put more focus on liftin weights for legs........Haha saw michele todae I m like everidae I wwent work will see her de haha.....den everitime she is like tinkin of something(while walkin)den I sae 'hi' she will immediately change her face to a smiley face and sae hi....wondering wat is she tinkin abt...........haha shall ask her the nxt time I saw her.........Sat I m watchin Resident evil haha.........yaya v(~.~)v

070910 - Gym

Well I m back!! For the last few months I m buy wif work and my life.....somehow I lost control over my life after sj de incident..........but todae I gather up my courage and look at her FB and learned that she had a new bf and she is gd........well at least I tot so la haha........no matter. But the main pt is that whn I see her pic de shi hou I asked myslf "how come I will like her" well same goes to all other gals that I liked before........they dun seems pretty or cute or watever to mi anymore.........it's like wt maggie lao shi and shu hui saes I uses too much of my head.......simply tinking too much haha.......I tok to buddy and pal abt myslf.....characteristics and all the flaws I have in mi......but now to mi I m changin...I can feel it....how shld I sae this......hmmmm maybe such of more relax haha in terms of I do wat I like and wat I wan.......example like cookin and gym and work........I feel tat my life is veri real and stable haha and I love it haha........well I quit alot of things like mahjong la and wanted to stop playin bball but decided to play on la haha.......I m learnin how to cook le haha nxt time shal cook for frens haha I cook for my family le haha of cuz it was alrite but I wan more improvement haha......shall be cookin some other new dishess I learn on youtube haha.......somemore I finalli understand wat type of gals I like le gals that kno how to dress up......haha but for now I dun plan to have any r/s maybe nxt time bah......I stil have alot of things that I wanna do before goin into a r/s..........
I wanna travel to japan, taiwan, venice, rome and many more......well that's typical saggi la haha I wanna go there and see and learn the diff cultures and take some pics haha..........well life is short......how many 10 years do we have in life? 7, 8? I have gone thru 2 10 years alr so I dun wanna waste anymore time on r/s hhaha if it's meant to happen it will happen if nt den I shall adopt a left-handed daughter lol......well as long as I m happy jiu can le haha

Special Eps- Buddy's birthdae bash

Firstly I will wish my buddy happy birthdae...even though her birthdae is on Mondae....I was wif yiling and jas and jas's mum and dad den I saw jas de mum are so gd to her....quite envy haha this might be the family warmth I m lookin for....nt sayin that my family dun have family warmth but is juz nt the one that I wanted and hope for....well I still can't stay in the crowd cuz I can't communicate well wif ppl....chos shall update tmr k for yiling de birthdae k

Eps 108- Finalli gd luck after grad dae

Firstly...on the dae of my grad I gt 2 sms that inform mi tat I m invited for an interview wif SIT and the police force........den on 24/5 I failed the police interview, however I have gotten the SIT offer for Bach in Science of Hotel administration.........YEAH however there is another prob...the sch fee for a yr is $33,000 yup is thirty-three thousands dollars.....lol but wif the MOE tuition grant is $9,000 nia........but my sis sae once u apply the tuition grant for poly.......u cant apply for Uni which means u can onli use tuition grant once.....I dunno if it's true or false but will try my best to solve the money prob lo........shall update soon

Eps 107- 爱一个人没爱到，难道就会怎麽样

Dun get mi wrong....I din 失恋.....the title comes from the song "说谎".....I realli like this song alot cuz this song de feel....I have been thru.....it's a about a person hu keeps lying in order to cover up his lies......in this song this person keep sayin that he din lie..........however everitime he sae that he din lie, he is lyin......he still love her and had to bear the pain as she is a bride-to-be.....she din knows that he still love and tot that they could be frens......so when u listen to this song, look at the lyrics too......u will understand.......in the end he bursts, all the pain and feelings that are bottled up inside him finalli bursts.......this song is definitely a "WOW".......
After introin song of the week.......I m update u some of the news of my frens........firstly Johnson is going to be police...yays....he interviewed and is still waitin for the results......Joyling interview for a PAP kindergarden teacher.......lol.......imagine her as a teacher........lol haha.......nvm......lol..........the rest I m still askin them........for mi, I m tinkin hairstylist? sign on as a army man?　I still have no idea yet.....well I started vocal class again after about 3 months de deferment........haha well the teacher change, she is Maggie 老师 haha her class is realli joyful.....she give mi a image of how Buddy will be in the years to come.....haha I felt that I have improve cuz I can sing a wide range of songs le however she wans mi to find a 快歌 that allows mi to play wif my voice....still I haven found a gd one....hope I will find before Sundae lol

Eps 106- 不甘示弱

Recently, watch this show called 'wu di shan bao mei'. I kno I kno this show is so old liao rite. But I wanna focus on this show de particular song called 不甘示弱 by 张栋梁. It's a smoothing song and have sad story hide in the song. It's sayin that how this guy regrets after his galfren left him as he din do anything to stop her from leavin him. Well this song oso tell ppl that they shld cherish the ppl ard them no matter is kinship, friendship or relationships. I m listening to it rite now, feelin calm and puzzled.
Puzzled by a dream that I had recently. I dreamt of one of my sec sch fren died in a car accident, and rite after his death I met this gal and I actualli like her. It felt so real, I even went to his funeral wif her. Lol wat a dream rite haha, will at least dreaming can allow mi to have wat I dun have and wat I wan. At least Heaven din forsake mi, I m still hopeful haha.
Will have u had any dream lately?

Eps 105- 友情的定义

三月五日
晴
近来我不断的做梦，我梦到的都是女生。我开始觉得我自己疯了。我是时候放下了，不是她不值得而是太久了，她在我心里太久了，是时候请她走了。她现在过的好好的就不要打扰她。至少她有人疼，在她的世界里，不会有我，所以我也要忘记她了。我要找腿很细很美的，我下定决心了。但我不保证我可以一百巴仙的去喜欢她，不过我会尽量，只希望她不要伤我的心才好。
wah so freakin tiring lo if my whole post is chinese ar. I tink I realli type till the next dae liao lo....lol seriously dunno how they type one sia...lol...I hope I can gt in NTU and I oso hope that I can change my life alittle and make some new frens....if can more close frens.....I wanna be rich........I wanna earn money the old fashion way......I hate being poor.....I dunn wanna be poor anymore.....