Eps 36- Things are becoming more meaningless....

Today is Chinese new yr de second dae....gt lots of hong baos.....went to my grandma's hse was hoping to see her but I onli saw oxygen, carbon dioxide and lots of things that had nth to do wif her.....I oso y....after Dec 30 I din see her anymore....den on Wed which is Chinese new yr's eve had to work till 130pm....den Zhong yang msg mi ask mi gt go back sch a nt....of course I reply no....den ask him saw her a nt....he sae yesh.....that moment I realli veri sian lor realli wan to see her lor one glance oso better than nth lor haiz but no choice had to finish things are going to be ship on Mon....todae her blog put some sentences that are veri weird in terms of the meaning la and of course she is nt toking abt mi....but I wished she was toking abt mi...at least at that moment I was in her mind....but it's a juz a silly thought anyway...haha hu ever that person is.....is so fortunate cuz if gals like tat sae to u ar....means to her u are perfect cuz she tink that she is nt gd enuff for u lor....zi bei la...so dun let her feel this way...man and if u realli jio dao her ar pls I beg u treat her wif all ur heart k...she is realli a nice gal......dun let her down k.....singing is becoming more diff for mi le haiz everithing is juz nt going my way la...cuz I oso dun kno y....I fail in everithing....I oso dunno y....maybe I m realli fated to be juz an average person....haiz enuff of the sad things le...let's tok abt other things...first thing is that I tink that my uncle Raymond hao xiang hlping mi to find galfren like that lor gt any gals ar den called mi to go jio liao...lol...my workplace oso a gal call April..he wan mi to jio her....lol...of course I din take it seriously...sec thing is that when April meet mi to bring mi to the office...she walked a little bit in front of mi and I listen to earpiece and all my relatives ask mi y I din tok to her....somemore Daryll still ask mi to go ask her no. lol I oso dun like her....haiz third thing is looks like this yr valentine's dae I will be alone AGAIN...haiz....maybe nxt yr if I can forgt her.....I will have someone special to accompany mi for Valentine's dae and do lots of things I din done on Valentine's dae before......hope bah....













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