Eps 51- Sad sad sad days

Yesterdae was super duper forgtful lor.....late for maths den nvm lehz forgt to bring laptop for OOP test....din went to find one...the teacher was like shoutin at mi to go find....well dun tink that I wan to fail that's y I din bring my laptop...I was realli totalli forgtten abt it liao lor.....den I was tinking wat if fate din wan mi to pass my OOP...haha that's y I din go and find lor...somemore everione I called either din listen or din have laptop....but weiwen and mdm soh hlp mi asked one of her students to loan mi his laptop on a condition to give him 20 bucks after the whole thing.....guess wat my OOP test was damn easy for mi.....and I surely can ACED it haha....I finished the test in 1 hr and that guy hu loan mi his laptop gt his laptop back and I gave him 20 bucks....everione was shocked...cuz they tot mdm soh was jkin abt it...but I gave it is becuz I wan myslf to remember that I forgt to bring laptop for a test.....den after the test was the presentation for the gems....was okay la the marks 86/100....den waited for her appearance at plaza cuz I heard weiwen tok to Naomi that she will be there at 5 pm like that lor....den I waited and waited till 545pm I go toilet and gt an intuition that she will be there when I go back to the plaza....den she was quiet as usual and start drawing she asked mi to hlp but I din cuz I juz wan to see her nia...dne went for vocal class....the teacher was gd and he taught wat I wan to kno on the first lesson....it's a gd start la but is it going to last that's another thing ....den actualli I asked practically everione for wan man's no cuz my call couldnt reach her mah.....den finalli gt her no. liao call her ask her if they all went back le mah she sae yesh...haiz I actualli wans to go back and give them some encouragement one lor but haiz they went back liao.... den todae was late for poly50 trainin for an hr den went to run lor without any warm up and anything....veri diff lor the whole of my right leg was numb and tremblin...of course I din tell anyone and juz continue running....till abt 20 something rd my body den is warm up and I continue and ride on my pace run....I continuously run rounds lor givin others more time to rest...den they sing song lor and give encouragements and all lor den when they are abt to cheer that time I walked away...cuz my lungs were acting strange.....I went to the toilet and all.....actualli I realli cant take it during the early 20 something rds cuz my heart and lungs and legs are givin mi lots of probs and they hurts lor....that's y I din tok much ...I tink some of them kno something's wrong wif mi den keep asking mi can a nt...I appreciated it but I have to finish wat I have started mah that's y I din tell lor haha....abt her right I oso wat to do lor....onli 2 more trainin + actual thing liao I dun kno how....she like gt something to sae to mi lor the way she looked at mi..haiz...dunno how....den somemore the audition is a few daes away I realli to gt into the finale to sing wo ai de ren cuz I realli hope she will come and see lor haiz but the probability is veri little nia.....I juz realli hope that she kno my feelings can liao cuz I m like nt going to see her everi weds and sats liao den mi and her talks la but veri little lor....I still remember something that realli hurts mi one lor I wun forgt how they rejected mi on singing my special for them....I wun forgt de.....everione that knos mi kno that I loved to sing a special for my frens on their birthdae lor haiz......haiz lots of things happen la I oso dunno how to face it la.....going to exam liao muz study liao.....haiz








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