Eps 21- 丫頭 is so cute

hello guys todae I will let u see some pic of 丫頭 haha veri cute hor haha she 19 onli lehz haha

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Eps 20- Went to play bball again...

Todae nt much exciting de juz Mi, Ryan and My bball lor saw lots of Outramians todae haha guess hu I saw Deme...I saw Huiling haha...she recognised Mi lehz haha...u two realli gt prob sian she went down to LKCC den u n free cant go down haiz...wah den todae something happen again...I was tinking wat is she doing den tok and tok to ppl[of course is gals la gt one gal called Trica haha she looked like a 10 yr old gal but quite cute hu wan her no go find Ryan] hmmm back to my topic...den after I sae gd bye to Ryan on the train den I walked up the stairs...I was tinking wat is going to happen if I saw her walking down the stairs...den I sae to myself tink too much ar...suddenly when I reached the top ar I saw her juz tapping her EZ-link card den I wasnt sure I tink she oso saw mi but veri far distance so I quickly walked another way cuz I saw her head's down...I scared she paiseh den veri kan kar...haha hmmmm veri late liao going to slp liao byebyebyebye.....













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Eps 19- My voice is abit airy

Todae went to sch do IDEAS de project hmmmm alot of things are generated in the brainstorming and we started doing the ppt le haha hope tat our grp can continue the gd wk and gt gd scores....den sec thing is that Qingyao saes that my voice is out by 30% le and he sae there is much more potential in my new voice...and Randy...haha he ask mi to find a fast song to sing cuz he want to kno wat my style is haha...den someone told mi that Randy sae that my voice has improved...I will fulfil my dream de...haha den I went to thnks giving todae saw Sheryl and lots of ppl...I found out that yuan lai I have ppl noticing mi and giving mi gd advices on the way so I have decided that I will go on stage when I have an opportunity so Chinese new yr's concert here I come and everithing I do is to gt her attention...I kno she is freaked out by mi...haiz dunno bah 5 yrs..I will return to Singapore to fulfil my dream de...hmmmm abt her actualli I nt tinking too much liao lor cuz no matter wat she still havent treat mi as a normal fren bah haha but since everithing has happened I will persevere though it even if everione sae that it's impossible juz like my singing...I will persevere....and I found out that even though she gone through alot but she is still young gt a lot of things to learn....but well I shi zhong xiang xin you zhi si bu yu de ai qing....













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Eps 18- Wat's wrong wif my life....

Todae I finalli found y I wan to be a singer y I wan to have a concert...is nt becuz of fame nt becuz of money...is becuz of the fans I would gt...the support the trust the shoulder that they will lend mi....that wat I wan...this is the things that are lacking from my life nt onli nw but for the past 18 yrs...is it veri difficult to find someone to tok to rather than ppl start toking abt the things abt their lives and I started giving advice but the main thing is I havent even gt my life obstacles cleared...The things that are missing for my life is nt onli that...I read her entry...there it saes how she feel abt mi giving her the present thing....she sae that it freaked her out and it's irritating...dun ask mi how I feel cuz the ans is obvious and after this thing I kept thinking abt lots of things wat shld I do to start toking to her...I realli have no damn idea and I have confirm le I will sing in the Chinese new yr concert again...yesh this time something different liao I m gting dancers and will be singing kuai ge in front of my former Sec sch...I figured out that firstly she will be there and secondly I will gt more experiences and thirdly I can let the audience kno abt my strength in singing...probably will be dancing too....fourthly I can gt free advertisment haha I will shocked everione in the hse...













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Eps 17- What is the actual christmas present...

<--Leds that form Merry Christmas

<--this the backview of the Leds circuit board...

Eps 16- Disappointed, yet happy yet sian haha

Here I will wish everione Merry Christmas and happy new yr...ytd went to sebbie's hse and eat steamboat den everione ask mi to stay over den I oso cant reject them so I stayed over...I quickly went hme and take things...her present and my shirt and everithing...den didnt slp I couldnt cuz I m so excited as she will be there too...finalli the dae arrived I was on the bus to Xpo wah the scene that I cant forgt is when everione lights up their candle...the trust and support that I discovered what I was looking when I was young...what I mean is that I have nv been had this trust and support before whereby when the fire is blow out u can always count on the person beside u....haha o0o btw I couldnt the gift I couldnt...well hmmm but when I give my another present I was actualli shocked when Tracy actualli knows wat's going on...I have no idea wat is that all abt...but what I keep thinking is the ques she ask mi"y does everibody dun have and y does she have".....I wanted to ans but I juz dunnoe how to ans...and beside there is too many ppl ard her I kno she will definitely be paiseh one la okok la maybe nt her is mi la will she din accept my present and the present I gave it to someone named Roger in front of her....I kno it's veri ungentleman like but I doubt she will care bah maybe everione in the world is rite sometime dreams dun come true and well haha let's juz see wat wil happen in the future bah....but I m actualli becuz of 2 things first is that I finalli do something abt it liao lor rather than doing nothing and second thing is that I m glad that at that moment she actualli gt think wta to do lor....haha













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Eps 15- Dunno wat I do to deserve this!!!

Ytd I din blog is becuz I was busy cutting the perspect[some material that is like plastic] using a penknife...wah its veri big la den I use a small penknife den suddenly I saw a crack that is made by the penknife on the opposite side wah I so happy den dunno how the world piece came off by itself but I cut the width of the thing ar I tot that the same thing would happen den the perspect crack and the whole thing cant be use liao lor...haiz den suddenly tot that the thing so big if I give her liao oso dunnoe if she will like it or nt dne I oso remember Joyling sae that if is laptop size ar she will take lor cuz too big ar after Christmas put where...wat she sae is so true la I tink le I oso dunnoe wat to do...shld I step forward and walk towards her or shld take a step back and watch her from far...haiz I oso cant made up my mind...dunno wat to do ar...haiz give mi some advices can anyone??? I oso dunnoe if she gt see my blog a nt...she sae in her blog that she is looking forward towards Christmas but I oso dunnoe wat can I do even if I give her the present liao haiz ask ehr out mehz she will go out mehz...I realli dunnoe lehz...haiz onli left wif abt 4 daes le how to finish the Project S1010S1010....haiz GOD hlp pls hlp.....I realli nd an extra arm[s] to hlp ar....













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Eps 14- 我不会唱歌

Todae I heard Luo zhi xiang de new song over the FM den I go listen and found out it's so damn nice la I sing lai sing qu oso cant refine my high keys lehz dunno y haiz sian lor....trying lots of things ar tml see how bah...o0o guess wat I dream of her again lor it's the 4th time le I forgt wat I dream le...den saw her uploaded pics wah start to have this thought...wo pei de shang ta ma??? My confidence start to startled...becuz she is so pretty and not to mention cute but I....haiz I kno I wan to be a singer but still I still have that thought lehz....dunnoe la haiz maybe ppl are laughing behind my back abt my dream, or even worst no one wans to listen...I m trying veri hard to fight against this ppl...I kno I will made it haiz maybe there is no one out there for mi or even worst I will juz be a person that work and work all dae long and go back hme and eat den slp den wake up and go work again....but I realli dun wan to be like this...I dun wan my life to juz be so routine I wan my life to have a part in history I wan to leave my footsteps and the next generation will kno abt mi...I realli wan it....I oso wan her to my lifetime partner but things might nv come true bah....













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Eps 13- BBq

Haha hello todae was a fine dae even though BBq was troublesome becuz of the RAIN...I meet Shermin, Ee hwa, Wanni, Cheryl and Xin min...we actualli used a umbrella and everione hide inside and the rain was veri big la haha but okay la quite fun lor cuz I saw a lot ppl even though I din do much toking to them but as long as they are fine can le lor cuz I oso nt so gum wif them de mah den Ah jie oso nv go...haha I kept on cooking and cooking lor hmmmm quite fun la that's wat I love in BBq can cook for other ppl to eat lor hmmmmm quite gd lor...she online todae hmmmm dunnoe wan to tok to her a nt but I tink better nt cuz nt much things to tok but like I sae no matter wat I onli wan her to be my one and onli lor[juz my wishful thought la if she everidae tok to mi oso will become sian one lor correct a nt haha...] my feeling towards my world tour concert is stronger...becuz Qing yao[my vocal teacher] he sae that a Singer muz be sincere becuz like tat ppl will oso start to feel wif ur song and den slowly sway into ur rhythm and lyrics and that moment may oso affect his/ her's decision towards something...I felt something in my heart when he told mi this cuz I realli nv think in this thinking before...haha maybe I will slowly become a gd singer but the process will be a long one lor... haha SEE U GUYS SOON...













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Eps 12- Busy..busy!!!

Todae is nt a busy dae...u guys shld be wondering y the title is busy beczu I m busy tinking abt wat Randy had ask mi to found out abt myslf[posted on eps 10] haiz tis ques is veri difficult to ans becuz I dun kno how to find my own wei dao dunnoe how to be mi wif my own style inside mi and sing in my own style....haiz yuan lei be a star oso so many things to think de haha but I wun give up juz like I wun give up her[no matter wat] becuz I realli wan her to be my companion for the rest of my life...[abit tink too much again liao haha]...tml going BBq wah the money for the BBq is so damn X la $16 lehz wah somemore nd exchange christmas present wah somemore last min tell mi somemore she todae busy so I nv tok to her scared disturb her...somemore nomore liao la haha...ok tat's the all FOLKS...continue my stories tml...k byebye













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Eps 11- sick!!!

Haiz sorrie I din blog ytd cuz I was sick...o0o btw the last epsiode I was toking abt my vocals lessons haha todae she coming back to Singapore le hmmmmm she realli treat as her fren becuz she when I ask her whether she veri busy or nt she told mi she went HK...dunno la but I still quite sick...I understand her a bit more le and I oso kno y I cant gt a stable relationship last time le..is nt that I veri ugly is nt that I too serious is that I to self-centered I dun give ppl chance to tok....haha finalli understand more abt myself le...













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Eps 10- 寻找我的味道

Haiz todae veri sian cuz firstly Randy, he told mi to find my 味道. Dun understand rite??? means that when ppl see ur back view den they will kno is u liao lor den ask my sis, she sae is like walk that time gt wind like tat lor...den ppl will like look at u for that 5 sec lor...then todae my vocal teacher qing yao sae I gt improvement in my breathing and onli my pitching is the thing that is veri bad nw...no worries I will chiong de den the nxt thing is feeling and the connection btw one verse to another verse lor...haha my first step has ben step out le...I kno that Randy like tat tell mi liao ar I kno I have a chance to show my talents liao so I will chiong chiong chiong de...5 yrs ltr I wil have my world tour concert...and btw sorrie for the late entry guys...see u guys tml bah...













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Eps 9- huh it's $165

Todae went to sch and do PBIL and even though I kno the drawing of the circuit but I juz cant connect it on BB...going to study the actual thing on some web site bah...den went to buy the components for the christmas gift den everything cost $165 can u believe it??? The LEDs cost $80 liao lor wah sian lor den nw doing the soldering and putting the component together lor haiz try bah cuz realli veri difficult ar...Todae I feel that time is like running so damn slow la nt like that time she went korea lor is like realli a long dae lor I veri sian ar I wan to see her even if juz online I oso happy ar den I oso bought my keyboard stand todae...I tink I will buy another keyboard one but definitely nt nxt yr cuz still gt lots of things nd to pay and all haha...miss her quite alot dunnoe whether she gt go drink 'yuan yang' in HK and eat the pig blood porridge haha quite nice Singapore dun have one and the lao pao bing at yuan lang there is gd nono is veri gd ar dunnoe she gt buy or she gt eat a nt haha I tink I tink too much liao haha....ok shall continue my story tml bah...













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Eps 8- Sam 終於發飆了

Finalli Sam cant stand my indecisiveness and he totalllli is du lan wif mi todae cuz he sae that I shld try to ask her out but I understand that mi and her havent reach that step yet but he made a veri gd pt, even if mi and her continue like tis ar den there will no progress becuz I actualli din have any common topics to tok to her...well till here u guys will tink that I shld give up or something like that but this time the feeling is weird...is like I kno she will accept mi one dae[which is wat I feel in exams when I gt A] the confident...I realli dun kno how to sae but..maybe I m tinking way too much but if I had the power to choose my future mate I wan her to be my future mate whom accompany mi to spend my and her lifetime together..Therefore Sam tell mi 'juz try to ask her out or something becuz even if she sae nt free or something I wun regret and there's always nxt time...o0o btw I had to find some way to try to pass her, her christmas present, I hope this time God willl hlp mi bah. Dunno nw she at HK there what she doing...haha juz a silly ques la she oso cant reply mi nw haha .....k well is late nw gtg...see u guys in the nxt episode...gd nite!!!













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Eps 7- How to be a gd person

Hello, guys sorrie I m late for todae's episode...todae I was told by Wei wen abt some of my bad habits and personalities hmmmmmm actualli I realli agrees to his statements if other tell mi the statement I will realli dun care but when Wei wen speak up ar den I kno is realli veri serious liao hmmmmm nd to change le like he sae 'cant always blame on my past' well tat's true...hmmmm tml she's flying to hong kong le morning flight...I cant do anything because she din put anything on her msn and I dun kno how to ask...[I dun wan her to kno that I actualli read her blog becuz it's like privacy rite] hmmmmmm I dun kno when she's coming back and btw there's some process for the CHRISTMAS GIFT for her hmmm actualli it's more difficult den I tot it would be...it's raining again...u kno wat I dreamt of her ytd again I dreamt that she told mi 10 things abt her and expect mi to tell her mine too...this is the 3rd time I dreamt of her...first time was that she told mi she likes mi and I told her I like her too...second one hmmmm was abt ya her birthdae...I sent her a comment on frenster I tot she din even wan to recognise mi as a fren den dreamt that she put MY NAME ON her blog and it actualli happen...freakly rite...I was shock tooo cuz I seldom dreamt of someone that I like and it came true...well no matter wat reaction she gave to mi on somewhere nxt christmas I will accept cuz I have done everithing I can do there's nth left for mi to do anymore...See u guys in the nxt epsiode k.













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Eps 6- Show so improvement liao lo

Wah todae so happy lor I tok to her, and she tok to mi wif more sentence[ok even though is sort sentence but it's still improving rite, I m happy liao like tat]. o0o the nxt thing is, the present I m giving her I still drawing plans abt it and I was tinking like yuan lai zhe mo rong yi de ar. haha I will take pictures of the present...and put on frenster de. Wah she juz start a conversation wif mi juz nw. She so damn cute lo haha I cant laughing. LOL todae I realli quite happy and somemore afte nxt wk is my sch holi liao lor. haha But I muz realli improve my vocals liao cuz my teacher is like pointing to everione, except mi, hmmmm bu chuo you jing bu. I realli stand myself nt improving when everione is improving, cuz I will tink that I m useless one lor. Well todae tok till here first lor I tell u more on the nxt episode......













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Eps 5- S1010S1010's back in town

Wah it's like so freaking long nv see her online le cuz she went to Korea. Like I sae in the last episode, even though I m delighted that she's back from Korea yet I tink most ppl would miss the times they went overseas, even mi too. Hmmmm know that she's tired, therfore din tok to her. Btw, my's first debut on TV is coming up soon lor haha quite happy but not excited cuz it's juz mediacorp. I still planning how to make the present for her, Wei wen is hlping out and my dad's hlping mi wif some of the materials. Hope that I can make it in time lor cuz not much time left le till christmas. Guys, u have to give mi some of ur gd luck k. I will nd all the hlp I can gt. See u guys in nxt episode.













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Eps 4-Carol's birthdae

Hello guys, I m back from Carol's birthdae party. It was quite enjoyable and learned more abt Carol herself...the thing is I keep forgting the date of the party I keep thinking that is on Sat till tiis morning when Derrick msg mi...I so blur la realli nth to sae...I think the onli thing I can remember is that S1010S1010 is coming back to Singapore tml, YAYA!! But I tink she be sad cuz it shld be fun and memorable...o0o btw I m preparing S1010S1010's Christmas gift, hmmmm told lots of ppl abt it and Kate and Vanny sae it's sweet of mi to give her this gift haha...I will not sae what gift it is...the onli I can sae is it's still veri difficult to make for a first yr student like mi but I will try and muz make it work...JIA YOU BEN!!! Even she dun like u make a veri remembering person in her mind haha......













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Eps 3- Headache, project-fearing disease

Todae I m going to give a presentation wif my grpmates, Ting yun, Sam, Rabia and Fadli....was nervous yet wants to be perfect...in exchange for the perfection I was late for Project 1 and somemore din even have time to present{ dun worry not so bad, going to present nxt week} hope to realli touch my audience wif my speech and my grp is realli counting on mi le cuz the whole story is in my part of my presentation. She's coming back on this coming sat le[muz be patient haha...]. Recently this week, finished 2 projects in a row wah damn tiring lor then plus todae this one is the 3rd le my head hurting and I still gt on more IDEAS project nd to finish haiz nd to manage well my time lo... o0o I juz remember this Sat I nd to go Carol's birthdae party den I think I will have to see Kahei le haha no worries my fellow readers even if mi and her broke up le we are still frens...













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Eps 2- Wah piang ehz

Like I sae in the last episode, I went to Vanny's BBQ birthdae party and when I was abt to reach home I suddenly remember that my earpiece is wif Edna. I called everyone and no one pick up den tink sian liao lor my earpiece gone liao suddenly remember that I have Royston's no. haha den called him and settle everything. Then this morning cant wake up so din went to sch but was forced to wake up at 1206pm when Ting yun called mi multiplied times to ask abt the project...haha I still remember wat I sae, "Ting yun U own mi 1 hr ar" cuz my alarm was to ring at 1230 but she start calling mi at 1136am...I couldnt slp for that hr...tired...den I go see her blog and found out that she is flying ytd night[ becuz I tot she be at Korea ytd] haiz wat can I do...I din ask her when is she takin her plane.....Dunnoe wat is S1010S1010 doing rite now...I hope she bought lots of warm clothings...













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Eps 1- how tok interestingly wif a boring life

Ytd went to Vanny's birthdae party and saw my musical casts whom I missed. The party was great however Vanny doesnt seem that happy maybe becuz we couldnt mingled with Leong ping and all...I ask her abt S1010S1010. Vanny ask mi to ask her out den know that mi and her wasnt that close therefore tell tok to her wif interesting topics[ well if u guys know mi well I ve a veri boring life how can I find things to gt her attention] well I realli how but I will tried.













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