Eps 51- Sad sad sad days

Yesterdae was super duper forgtful lor.....late for maths den nvm lehz forgt to bring laptop for OOP test....din went to find one...the teacher was like shoutin at mi to go find....well dun tink that I wan to fail that's y I din bring my laptop...I was realli totalli forgtten abt it liao lor.....den I was tinking wat if fate din wan mi to pass my OOP...haha that's y I din go and find lor...somemore everione I called either din listen or din have laptop....but weiwen and mdm soh hlp mi asked one of her students to loan mi his laptop on a condition to give him 20 bucks after the whole thing.....guess wat my OOP test was damn easy for mi.....and I surely can ACED it haha....I finished the test in 1 hr and that guy hu loan mi his laptop gt his laptop back and I gave him 20 bucks....everione was shocked...cuz they tot mdm soh was jkin abt it...but I gave it is becuz I wan myslf to remember that I forgt to bring laptop for a test.....den after the test was the presentation for the gems....was okay la the marks 86/100....den waited for her appearance at plaza cuz I heard weiwen tok to Naomi that she will be there at 5 pm like that lor....den I waited and waited till 545pm I go toilet and gt an intuition that she will be there when I go back to the plaza....den she was quiet as usual and start drawing she asked mi to hlp but I din cuz I juz wan to see her nia...dne went for vocal class....the teacher was gd and he taught wat I wan to kno on the first lesson....it's a gd start la but is it going to last that's another thing ....den actualli I asked practically everione for wan man's no cuz my call couldnt reach her mah.....den finalli gt her no. liao call her ask her if they all went back le mah she sae yesh...haiz I actualli wans to go back and give them some encouragement one lor but haiz they went back liao.... den todae was late for poly50 trainin for an hr den went to run lor without any warm up and anything....veri diff lor the whole of my right leg was numb and tremblin...of course I din tell anyone and juz continue running....till abt 20 something rd my body den is warm up and I continue and ride on my pace run....I continuously run rounds lor givin others more time to rest...den they sing song lor and give encouragements and all lor den when they are abt to cheer that time I walked away...cuz my lungs were acting strange.....I went to the toilet and all.....actualli I realli cant take it during the early 20 something rds cuz my heart and lungs and legs are givin mi lots of probs and they hurts lor....that's y I din tok much ...I tink some of them kno something's wrong wif mi den keep asking mi can a nt...I appreciated it but I have to finish wat I have started mah that's y I din tell lor haha....abt her right I oso wat to do lor....onli 2 more trainin + actual thing liao I dun kno how....she like gt something to sae to mi lor the way she looked at mi..haiz...dunno how....den somemore the audition is a few daes away I realli to gt into the finale to sing wo ai de ren cuz I realli hope she will come and see lor haiz but the probability is veri little nia.....I juz realli hope that she kno my feelings can liao cuz I m like nt going to see her everi weds and sats liao den mi and her talks la but veri little lor....I still remember something that realli hurts mi one lor I wun forgt how they rejected mi on singing my special for them....I wun forgt de.....everione that knos mi kno that I loved to sing a special for my frens on their birthdae lor haiz......haiz lots of things happen la I oso dunno how to face it la.....going to exam liao muz study liao.....haiz








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Eps 50- Compete???

Todae I was doing CA PBIL wif Ian den suddenly feel like blogging...in the end...I din kno wat to write...den din blog liao....haha but after the OOP lesson I found out something....wat's the difference between mi and wei wen....he's reliable, humble, encouraging....and more lor.....I m totally opposite of him.....cuz when I gt 100 for OOP lab quiz ar I was happy den teacher like shock like that haha in the end whole class kno I scored 100 lol....haiz my habit cant change sia muz change liao...den she todae sent an email to mi tot wat sia...chey she send to everione haha.....haiz oso dunno if she kno my existence a nt cuz she seems blur everitime I saw her...den she is like that kind of ppl that will be veri funny and more participating wif close frens one....I kno I kno muz slowly slowly rite.....well sometimes when she is alone spacing that time ar I realli wan to go and tok to her one lehz but the words cant come out like I wan it to lor...well like the other 5 ppl I realli liked....nervous and excitement when I saw her lor...same lor juz that this time I like the way she looked at mi...haha when I jkin wif everione den doing some strange funny things that time....she will have this look in her eyes....haha LOVED that look dunnoe if she's the one a nt but I hope she is la...cuz nt much time left liao....hahahaha......(onli myslf kno wat that means)...tml going to see her again.....oso dunno wat to do....am I content juz see her on every wed and sat.....haiz maybe yesh maybe no....I oso dunnoe but one thing is for sure...she wun have time to space cuz I will jk and di siao her one haha.....








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Eps 49- all abt mi

Todae I was tinkin of wat song to sing for the competition I was joining....actualli I was considering nt joining cuz I dun wan to repeat the fate of last yr where Aidil gt into the nxt rd and I din...haiz but shila she said that sometimes she feels that mi and aidil are veri courageous cuz at least we dare to sing in front of ppl....haha actualli she's right lor....I mean I kno that if I out in the first rd, at least I tried my best mah...haha so I decided to join for the sake of everione that loves singing juz as much or even more den mi....everione is saying aidil will be winning this yr....hmmmm actualli I oso tink so....but I will still try to make it to sec rd de haha....hmmmm I tot of saying fei ni mo shu lor cuz alot of feel recently mah haha...but the judge will cry a nt is another thing haha.....if I gt in I will sing bei pan.....that is if I gt in haha....








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Eps 48- Ah Gar's back from hospital...lor

Todae I went to pick up ah Gar from hospital...he's gt a disease tat cuz him to fall into coma....luckily the doctors there were gd they could fix him up and he has awaken from his deep slp...abt my life recently...hmmmmm started playing tennis for abt 3 wks....I played on mondae tues and thurdae.....mondae and tues I played myslf....thursdae I played wif khoon yew....we both beginners haha becuz we 2 are of same standards that's y we give a hard time for each other....in the end I manage to win khoon yew wif forehand moves......still trying to improve my backhand.....haha and serve.....hope to join beginners' class soon haha....tennis' fun.....nw if u wonder wat happen to basketball....well I m nt going to play bball no more....becuz I couldnt find no one that has the same amount of passion as mi.....haha well tennis is the sport that suit mi more......hmmmm abt poly 50.....I finalli felt tired le after all the trainin....I joined poly 50 is to prove to some ppl that there is no limits.........even if we lost but as long as we give everithing we've gt we have no regrets....and my decision to join was correct...I met lots of ppl that had the same thinking....Eric, Naomi, HER, Wan man, Shi lei, Kris, Jiang liang, Benjamin(nt mi ar), and lots of ppl....our class is oso running....haha....onli ppl wif firm minds and hearts are asked to join.....I tink I will miss all the ppl in SOKA cuz they are so frendly and caring....I like to tok to them a lot.....as for my last entry....everithing is going wat I tink will happen....haha....I actualli discussed wif Wei wen and he sae that they will change lor....U 3 better live up the expectations of Wei wen and be glad that alot of ppl is actualli hlping u all...well I m saying this becuz I nt angry liao or wat but I m disappointed till no hopes for them liao so to mi it's okay whether I gt less 3 ppl in my class or remain the same......well let's nt tok abt it lor.....I recently found out that whenever I saw HER ar I will be excited and wans to tok to her and make her laugh(cuz I like to see the way she laugh veri cute)haha....I like someone lor....all this yrs...actualli I onli liked 6 ppl....including HER.....the rest is I see them pretty or cute den anyhow sae one hahahaha and den everione believed mi haha......btw the match between Roger Federor(world's no. 1) and Nadal(world's no. 2) at Wimbledon's was the greatest match I have ever seen..the match lasted for nearly 5 hrs...haha they are so gd la.....haha tired lor....gts liao tml gt poly 50 trainin.....BTW ah Gar's my laptop haha......Gotcha!!!!








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