Eps 101-a New beginning

Todae let's discuss about some of the most regretted thing of ur life....hmmmmmm ok let mi rephrase the whole sentence by asking this ques -- if u have the power to go back in time(u can onli change one thing), what thing would u like to change?

for mi I would like to change my entire life.....change my life from I m in pri 3...change my sec sch life....change my poly life....it's nt like m sec friends are nt treating mi well or something....but from my pt of view, everione muz have a fren that u can tok to....I have 2 haha....so that's nt my regret but wat I wan is ppl understandin mi....of course no one could....they tot they understand mi...they sae I dun care abt ppl...but I myslf I kno I do....the onli thing is I dun do anything to show...well nt doing anything to show care is nt a crime...haha ppl I care and I show is my parents whom I oso recently den start to do thing to show that I care....I kno that I dun like to do things in front of ppl....cuz I dun like to lick ppl boots....that's y no one likes mi....but I understand myslf....I guess that will do even if it means that I have no more frens....I have no more frens to celebrate birthdae wif....even if I have no more birthdaes party to go to.....things are nt going to change....misunderstandings are onli getting deeper and deeper....I will still love myslf.....cuz human are independent creatures they dun need to depend on others....haha



well that's y recent point of view....and finalli I hope that Boon may first dae of sch is smooth haha....

Eps 100- Wah FInalli the hundred post lol....

OMG it take mi 3 long years to blog my 100th post lol......but this 100 posts oso acc mi for my past 3 yrs in poly haha....so fast going grad.....abit sad la haha...well ppl comes and goes la haha.....wah todae I added some of my pri sch classmates haha....so fun haha they din change much lehz haha....I felt I change quite abit haha....but still as emotional la haha....I find out that english sometimes things and ppl dun realli change....they juz turn 180 degrees....away from u....that's y I will find them hard to understand cuz whn they turn 180 degrees away from u...their back is facing u....that's y understanding is difficult.....haha this is my theory.....how abt a question for u guys.....have u sae hi to frens that u have nt tok to for a long time?....if u havent u can start now...cuz it's interesting....tinking that whether they change or nt.....do they look the same or totalli diff.....haha fun....=)

Eps 99- dT_Tb

近来，我发现我身边的朋友一个一个的在改变。我自己也发现自己还是忘不了她。那件事之后，我好像在也不可以做好任何事了。我好比一个没了自信的人。我知道那很不对，但有时还是没办法。我发现我好像是个超孤单的人，朋友不少但好朋友没几个。我知道真正认识我的朋友都很挺我， 他们都帮我很多。我很感谢他们。她在我的身命里流下了一道疤，一道很深的疤。笑着亦是哭着， 哭着亦是笑着。