Eps 35- I m back...from exams

Hello and welcome back all the poly students in SP juz finished their exams and started their holidae....todae I will tell all abt the past wk....mondae was a boring dae cuz it's sample DE ppr, sampple DE ppr and more sample DE ppr....haiz listen liao oso tired ar...tues was realli a veri rush dae cuz wake up veri late and had to do pprs and maths was ar.....haha...Wed was the actual DE ppr .....was there early as usual time lor 9am...den wait for pple to come and start toking here and there and do and do pprs again....den 610pm start ppr liao...haha DE was piece of cake...thurs was realli veri tiring had to do pprs and practice a bit of vocals...haha I din practice much after the last lesson and u kno wat Qing yao sae my improved alot and the assignment song was ok till a sentence totalli veri flat ar....haha the class was like shock la cuz I din zao siang den suddenly zao siang when the song is going to end lol...they sae still gt a bit pitching prob nia other than that part which I cant change to "fake voice" in time.... and one more thing is that from her blog she writes there that she gt gd result that she is happy abt...maybe nt that happy but contented....hmmm Joey gt 16 bah and she is start sch todae at TP...can u imagine how much talents she have...and Ziting gt I tink 16 for L1R4 19 for L1R5...she so clever lor the most shocking thing is Royston gt 11 pt OMG congrats Royston....Nicky My twin gt 20 pts haha I m glad that most ppl I kno gt wat they wanted lor....haha....this is the few updates I wan to tok abt first thing is stop asking if I jioing sasa le....cuz I m nt....second thing is that I tink more and more ppl are starting to read my blog bah I tink....haha more updates will be coming up....













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Eps 34- sorrie for the late entry

Tml is exams le but can sae prepare still ok le hmmmm of course still gt other sub mah haha going to be veri busy liao ar...she going take results le lehz haha nt my business rite haha but I kno she definitely gt gd grades so no nd to tink so much la huh hahaha....my blog will be back once my exams are over...













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Eps 33- At least there is one more thing to be happy abt...

Todae totalli din went sch cuz y....maths, I dreamt of Mr Henry sae he could onli be there for an hour nia den I fal aslp le haha...but gems is veri unclear lor cuz it's exams study wk and there is no instructions abt it....maybe is I lazy bah...hhaha...well todae pack the computer room and I will be slping there le cuz y that's my new room even though it's smaller den my sis room but well I finalli gt my OWN room haha....I can practise my song all dae long le haha...even though things are not going well for mi rite nw but I figured out that I still have to be happy cuz y...becuz I remember y I wan to be a singer...for support and trust and the love of singing...to express myslf using song cuz I m nt gd nt speaking my mind...this few reasons are part of y I recovered my happy mood...and one more is todae's drama show, qian wang bai qi, Yang siqi was a mute but she is talented in violin...y becuz she can express her feelings in her song...I remember Randy sae I oso can do that den I suddenly remember that technique is impt but songs are suppposed to affect ppl...therefore this is wat I have nw to ACE my vocal assigment to go to LVL 1....one more reason is I saw her blog....she is like so cheerful everidae lor dne when I read her blog I oso being affected become cheerful again...haha













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Eps 32- cant sing wasnt show on the FUCKIN TV

WTF todae was a veri horrible dae...Randy sae my voice veri throaty....nt my own voice...WTF I m movin backwards rather than improvin...haiz I cant find my voice...I cant realli cant...m I realli bu ke neng wan cheng wo de meng xiang mah....pitching gt problem....and I starting to feel that cheng yao dun like mi...and will there be more worst thing happen to mi...ppl 17th year old jiu chu album liao...I tink I xia ban bei zi du bu yong liao ar......












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Eps 31- I cut my hair....

Todae Randy take mi to his recommended hairstylist...and chose wat I wan...even though I m satisified but I tink still nt much big difference...yet....nd to do other type of hairstyle but I planing to wait for it to grow see how....I was late for 30 mins and Randy waited mi for 30 mins and somemore had his lunch liao ar haha....sorrie Randy...he spend another 2 hours and made sure that the hairstylist do his work....haha....such a nice person...tml is the first dae of assignment and the CRS test...liao....sian oso dunnoe wa to do la...it's an argumentive essay...last time my sec sch oso nv teach one cuz they sae it's a trap to let students drop in...haiz oso dunnoe wat to do...den todae was bathing that time found out wat Cheng yao was saying when he sae that aim low when hitting high keys....I totalli understood le....but oso nt much use cuz I still have to improve on my pitching first....













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Eps 30- filming on Sundae

Let mi report on wat I have done this few daes....firstly I have done filming for my sis....it was quite okay except veri cold....secondly I went to k-box...wif Randy and Calvin and Irene and Michele...haha even though I can reach some of Cao ge's song ar but my pitching's off a lot...den Randy tell mi that nd to improve ar...Irene told mi if she were my teacher she yi ba jiu xia qu liao ar...haha....I oso dunnoe y juz cant pitch well...some pitching is off is probably beczu of my breathing but most of the pitching is off I oso dunnoe y....still trying to figure out...my wonderful body...weird lehz I oso dunnoe y?? haaha...o0o ya den we sing till like going 1 liao den go hme...den Michele's parents came and fetch her...hmmmmm haha feeling abit sorrie cuz she asked mi gt niterider a nt I sae gt...den veri late liao den Calvin tell her dun ve cuz it's Sun...lol sorrie...den I went hme by wat...wanna guess...by my foot...I walked hme fro Cineleisure...haha took mi I tink 30 mins like tat are...haha this is all my updates le lor...hahaha o0o btw I will be cutting my on wed hahaha...which is tml...Randy told mi there veri exp....haha but nvm can change a new look for mi can liao...













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Eps 29- Something's wrong wif my ears

Todae went to fusionX and pay the fees...there are good news and bad news...good news is that I maybe cutting my hair on Mon cuz Randy nd to book the timeslot see if the hair stylist is available...the bad news is that my world tour concert might need more than 5 yrs...well but the bigger prob is my damn ears they are damn weird...I have gt accent..I have gt rhythm...but I dun have pitching...if I dun have pitching means I've gt nth....haiz Randy told mi that actualli I shld be in lvl 1 den oso dunno y become prelvl but nvm he sae that my lvl 1 oso nt strong...but he told mi this if I wan to lvl up den I have to pass though my damn ceilling becuz he and Les both tink that I still havent reach my full potential yet...haiz but there is onli one thing MY PITCHING...arrrrrr haiz I try Randy's method but I still can pitch lehz...dunnoe y tml trying again...trying the highest note on the keyboard...did some recording todae it was horrible...haiz oso dunno y ppl sae I can sing maybe they are realli lying to mi so that I will fall deep down to their trap and will so disappointed and maybe commit suicide...haiz Pitchin dunnoe y God gave things but dun give mi a full set...lol haiz this is a real big prob...













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Eps 28- Happy happy happy I wish that is everidae

Ytd wake up late and couldnt go to maths becuz of my lateness haha dun have such word...well but had to go for Gems cuz y...nt I veri kuai is gt test...den I tot the test was ok maybe is I dunkno wat's going on that's y...haha...den at 1.30pm I was the dover train station and the train gt something wrong and oso dun kno y everione on the train alight from the train...I was listening to songs therefore nt realli paying attention to wat's going on...but the thing is the train driver came out of the train and call the ctrl room for something and all the time I tot that machine is a generator...nw is a telephone lol...and it rings okay...I was shocked becuz I tot is a one way telephone...which means that u can onli call in not wait for calls...haha but IT RINGS...lol...I wait for 2 trains ltr den aboard cuz it's realli alot of ppl...passengers la more correct nono is angry and frustrated passengers...haha they keep making the sound...well abt my singing hmmm I onli can sae pitching is a lot of hardwork...and ytd was a funny dae...I went to fusionX to pay my fees but no one was in and called Randy but he din picked up his phone so no choice went hme lor haha den went hme le abt 10 or 11 bah I go see her blog den found out that she realli gt go SP's open hse hmmmm becuz my inner voice was like go see if she's there but I din went anyways...haha becuz even I went saw her le oso no use[confirm will saw her cuz the timing she sae in her blog is 1.30pm] lol...but I oso dun even dare tok to her wat's the pt...haha Joel asked mi this ques 2 daes ago...he asked do I tink that she maybe gt interest in mi...haha the first tot in my mind[and I tink oso will appear in her mind] is NO!!!...haha becuz I read her blog for a few months le somehow I kno abit wat she's like and somemore asked from frens well I tink that she likes that kind of guys that is frendly and whenever she is bored will be there for and gt a lot of topics to tok abt one...haha I tink la cuz as long as I nt that kind I tink she will like bah hahaha....hmmmm back to topics becuz Vanny told mi tat she will be excited when u have an interesting topic...Devar told mi that she oso gt sad de yi mian one...I tink that even though her outside is veri cold but actualli she gt a flame inside her...means that onli when u are toking abt her passion, her beloved things then she will start toking and smiling...well seems that I have done nth lehz haha...nth I have sae I have done it hahaha.....I tink will be cuttin my hair by this weekend bah cuz Randy havent yet confirm wif mi...I ltr going to fusionX paying my fees...













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Eps 27- Practices that lead to improvements

Wah todae...todae is the dae that Randy told mi that I have gt a breakthrough in my singing...and Cheng Yao sae that he likes my new voice...Guys let mi tell u something...my voice is OUT haha I have gt a new voice and I sing my style liao...haha finalli...I m so happy todae...but still gt one big prob....my pitching=(...still cant made it...but nvm I told myself liao I in 1 wk can find my new voice that means I in 1 week can tune my pitching from bad to still okay first...guys thnks for all the encouragements pls let mi kno hu u are so that IF my EP is out ar den I will give u guys a free copy + my signature...k thnks Ting yun esp giving lots and lots of encouragement and thnks =) [dunnoe hu are u but if can maybe u can tell mi ur name] for the advices...tnks Joyling for ur suggestions and ur recommendation for hairstylist...but Randy is introing mi his hairstylist sorrie but I still wan the add to ur recommended hairstylist thnks...haha...Read her blog juz nw she's sick...haha I knew it..cuz she gt sae in her blog that her throat is dry and itch...that's the syptoms of sore throat...guess her's is quite serious cuz she ase it affect her hearing...even though she would nv read my blog but still take care of ur health k sasa...













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Eps 26- Practice practice and practice!!!

Todae was at sch did lots of circuit things and nearly blinded by resistors diodes and I even took a inductor and think that it's a resistor lor wat the fuck!!! haha lucky found out or else my PBIL gone ar...haha this few daes was some happy daes and I will stay that way and listen to others le rather I tok...dne todae do some vocal exercises todae but my voice still cant be out when I sing songs but it came out when I was doing the yawn thing den I realised that it's can onli come out when I m doing a note...haiz the prob is getting worst...haiz I suddenly found out that gd guys are always being bullied la haha haiz I tink most guys gt the same prob as Ian la hmmmm that's his privacy let's nt reveal anything haha...the post are gtting shorter kno y...cuz I din dream of her tis past few weeks le can sae is finalli can focus on my career le...I kno everithing I put everithing away for whom I like...one word from her and well I will be there but this time I realli wan to do something for myself le...haha everione forgtten abt the LEDS christmas lights le onli Joyling asked mi todae and Sam ask mi how's mi and her le...haha the onli thing I can sae is that she is on moon I m on Earth...means that I onli can watch her from far...haha tink too again haha...gtg byebye













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Eps 25- What if everithing is a dream

Wat if everithing was juz a false hope for mi to sink deep inside and nv be in rightful mind again...Wat if I failed...Wat if I cant improve...Wat if I cant find my voice...Wat if there's no 5 yrs ltr...Wat if I m going to die tml...Wat if everione ard mi is juz jking wif mi...Wat if I cant fulfil wat I m made for...can someone ans my ques...Life is unpredictable but how I can be so hopeful and full of confidence to fulfil my dreams when everione is having the same dreams...wat does I have and the rest dun have...do I realli have talents....I realli dunkno...no one told mi that before nt even my family...do I reallli have natural rhythms for songs...haiz I realli dunkno...I realli dunkno...but I tink the onli way to find out is to step into the future where no ones kno wat will happen...haiz I will strive towards my dreams de...becuz 我依然是我....













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Eps 24- Things are going inhuman like....

Ytd went to watch AVP2...I personally feel that as the story progresses ar it has similarity with Resident Evil2....haiz ytd oso dunkno y lost Johnson's thumbdrive and I din even feel guilty lor...m I going inhuman??? or m I going though another growing process.....haha todae was quite a gd dae dun kno y it's juz my feeling lehz quite light todae that's y and this week there will be alot of tests ar still gt lots of things haven done dunnoe how....M I feeling stress for the first time of my life becuz of 2 exams at the time???? Maybe becuz sch is veri diff liao but still gt to manage Vocals but I m still veri happy and glad that I take up vocals cuz it realli give mi a lot of knowledge haha Even though my ren yuan nt gd but I cant do anything tll my character improves haha.....have tot of how many ppl would be attending ur funeral??? I cant imagine how little that might be haha....













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Eps 23- I m such a disappointment!!!

Todae went to FusionX....was late cuz of payaya milk la...den saw Les, Randy and Calvin...den in the class nth much lor juz feel that lesson was so quick over todae and everione wait for Randy to come back and he give us some advices on our singing lor...hmmmm den after that he told mi that Les actualli wan to write mi a song...I m shocked...Randy told mi that actualli I have talents and Les tink that I have potentials...Randy oso sae that it's disappointing lor cuz I improved veri slowly and he sae that I have this attitude when I m singing songs...hmmmm ya u have guessed it's over-confidence...he oso told mi this if u wan to be somebody even after the world tour concert...u have gt to grow and learn....I feel veri sad rite nw cuz I realli dun worth the time for Les to write mi a song...den what abt the rest...sebbie and royston and vic...if he write for mi how can I ans towards them....hmmmmm I realli feel veri sian nw lor...dreams and frens and mentor...I realli wan to improve I wan to go Taiwan I wan to fulfil my dreams I wan I realli wan so I will start my hardwork nw and will nt stop till I gt my techniques and voice correct....













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Eps 22- New Year!!! 2008!!

TOdae is the first dae of 2008....hmmmm fro 0000 till nw is abt 0730 like tat I m awake....I went out to count down hmmmm quite crowded and I found something veri weird is y the bangelas can repeat the whole thing they have done yr after yr it's so damn borring lor keep spraying the foam at ppl that walk past them haiz o0o dunnoe kno y lor den Mi and Zhong yang keep avoiding th ppl den avoid dao we ended up at the middle of the road which have a divider that divide the road ya somehow We ended up there den watch show how they spray la and all...haha quite funny hmmmmm Mi and the guys walked alot[fro esplanade to PS den to Orchard den back to PS den to Bugis den to Central den to Chinatown den we walked back hme]during the Chinatown journey We actualli wanted to stop at Mac and rest one but the Mac is full!!! so we went to Chinatown pt de 7-11 and buy drinks lor haha tok alot I tink I m a nite active person haha.....todae is a nw yr lor so fast gt prob pop up liao dunnoe izzit mean that my career thi yr gt alot of obstacles ar hahaha...tink too much again....but I willl nt give up lor no matter wat I will fulfil my dreams u guys too k haha Happy New Year......













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