100910 - boredom

I m so bored.......haha bored from work cuz todae I m workin alone. Imagine workin solo facing laptops and walls of cushions.......no one to tok to.........I m bored haha tmr I m wokin solo again cuz hari raya haha den Sudirman took off on both thurs and fri haha I juz hope no calls will do.....hehe :P o0o ya btw on 070910 I sae that I went gym rite in the end it seems like my trainin plan dun work out cuz I din feel any muscle ache and stuff even I can feel that my thighs and calf are much tighter after the gym session........well the next session I will put more focus on liftin weights for legs........Haha saw michele todae I m like everidae I wwent work will see her de haha.....den everitime she is like tinkin of something(while walkin)den I sae 'hi' she will immediately change her face to a smiley face and sae hi....wondering wat is she tinkin abt...........haha shall ask her the nxt time I saw her.........Sat I m watchin Resident evil haha.........yaya v(~.~)v

070910 - Gym

Well I m back!! For the last few months I m buy wif work and my life.....somehow I lost control over my life after sj de incident..........but todae I gather up my courage and look at her FB and learned that she had a new bf and she is gd........well at least I tot so la haha........no matter. But the main pt is that whn I see her pic de shi hou I asked myslf "how come I will like her" well same goes to all other gals that I liked before........they dun seems pretty or cute or watever to mi anymore.........it's like wt maggie lao shi and shu hui saes I uses too much of my head.......simply tinking too much haha.......I tok to buddy and pal abt myslf.....characteristics and all the flaws I have in mi......but now to mi I m changin...I can feel it....how shld I sae this......hmmmm maybe such of more relax haha in terms of I do wat I like and wat I wan.......example like cookin and gym and work........I feel tat my life is veri real and stable haha and I love it haha........well I quit alot of things like mahjong la and wanted to stop playin bball but decided to play on la haha.......I m learnin how to cook le haha nxt time shal cook for frens haha I cook for my family le haha of cuz it was alrite but I wan more improvement haha......shall be cookin some other new dishess I learn on youtube haha.......somemore I finalli understand wat type of gals I like le gals that kno how to dress up......haha but for now I dun plan to have any r/s maybe nxt time bah......I stil have alot of things that I wanna do before goin into a r/s..........
I wanna travel to japan, taiwan, venice, rome and many more......well that's typical saggi la haha I wanna go there and see and learn the diff cultures and take some pics haha..........well life is short......how many 10 years do we have in life? 7, 8? I have gone thru 2 10 years alr so I dun wanna waste anymore time on r/s hhaha if it's meant to happen it will happen if nt den I shall adopt a left-handed daughter lol......well as long as I m happy jiu can le haha

Special Eps- Buddy's birthdae bash

Firstly I will wish my buddy happy birthdae...even though her birthdae is on Mondae....I was wif yiling and jas and jas's mum and dad den I saw jas de mum are so gd to her....quite envy haha this might be the family warmth I m lookin for....nt sayin that my family dun have family warmth but is juz nt the one that I wanted and hope for....well I still can't stay in the crowd cuz I can't communicate well wif ppl....chos shall update tmr k for yiling de birthdae k

Eps 108- Finalli gd luck after grad dae

Firstly...on the dae of my grad I gt 2 sms that inform mi tat I m invited for an interview wif SIT and the police force........den on 24/5 I failed the police interview, however I have gotten the SIT offer for Bach in Science of Hotel administration.........YEAH however there is another prob...the sch fee for a yr is $33,000 yup is thirty-three thousands dollars.....lol but wif the MOE tuition grant is $9,000 nia........but my sis sae once u apply the tuition grant for poly.......u cant apply for Uni which means u can onli use tuition grant once.....I dunno if it's true or false but will try my best to solve the money prob lo........shall update soon

Eps 107- 爱一个人没爱到，难道就会怎麽样

Dun get mi wrong....I din 失恋.....the title comes from the song "说谎".....I realli like this song alot cuz this song de feel....I have been thru.....it's a about a person hu keeps lying in order to cover up his lies......in this song this person keep sayin that he din lie..........however everitime he sae that he din lie, he is lyin......he still love her and had to bear the pain as she is a bride-to-be.....she din knows that he still love and tot that they could be frens......so when u listen to this song, look at the lyrics too......u will understand.......in the end he bursts, all the pain and feelings that are bottled up inside him finalli bursts.......this song is definitely a "WOW".......
After introin song of the week.......I m update u some of the news of my frens........firstly Johnson is going to be police...yays....he interviewed and is still waitin for the results......Joyling interview for a PAP kindergarden teacher.......lol.......imagine her as a teacher........lol haha.......nvm......lol..........the rest I m still askin them........for mi, I m tinkin hairstylist? sign on as a army man?　I still have no idea yet.....well I started vocal class again after about 3 months de deferment........haha well the teacher change, she is Maggie 老师 haha her class is realli joyful.....she give mi a image of how Buddy will be in the years to come.....haha I felt that I have improve cuz I can sing a wide range of songs le however she wans mi to find a 快歌 that allows mi to play wif my voice....still I haven found a gd one....hope I will find before Sundae lol

Eps 106- 不甘示弱

Recently, watch this show called 'wu di shan bao mei'. I kno I kno this show is so old liao rite. But I wanna focus on this show de particular song called 不甘示弱 by 张栋梁. It's a smoothing song and have sad story hide in the song. It's sayin that how this guy regrets after his galfren left him as he din do anything to stop her from leavin him. Well this song oso tell ppl that they shld cherish the ppl ard them no matter is kinship, friendship or relationships. I m listening to it rite now, feelin calm and puzzled.
Puzzled by a dream that I had recently. I dreamt of one of my sec sch fren died in a car accident, and rite after his death I met this gal and I actualli like her. It felt so real, I even went to his funeral wif her. Lol wat a dream rite haha, will at least dreaming can allow mi to have wat I dun have and wat I wan. At least Heaven din forsake mi, I m still hopeful haha.
Will have u had any dream lately?

Eps 105- 友情的定义

三月五日
晴
近来我不断的做梦，我梦到的都是女生。我开始觉得我自己疯了。我是时候放下了，不是她不值得而是太久了，她在我心里太久了，是时候请她走了。她现在过的好好的就不要打扰她。至少她有人疼，在她的世界里，不会有我，所以我也要忘记她了。我要找腿很细很美的，我下定决心了。但我不保证我可以一百巴仙的去喜欢她，不过我会尽量，只希望她不要伤我的心才好。
wah so freakin tiring lo if my whole post is chinese ar. I tink I realli type till the next dae liao lo....lol seriously dunno how they type one sia...lol...I hope I can gt in NTU and I oso hope that I can change my life alittle and make some new frens....if can more close frens.....I wanna be rich........I wanna earn money the old fashion way......I hate being poor.....I dunn wanna be poor anymore.....

Eps 104- Haven grow up

Recently I asked someone 'what do u tink of mi?' this type of typical stupid ques haha lol....Haven grow up was the reply.....a pri 6 kid in twenties body.....haaha......after I saw this reply ar....I straight away laugh......I tot how do u kno a 20 year old person shld act like.......always treat ppl eat den ask ppl to treat u back.....or being serious den muz be like da gege like tat den is like 20...lol....I was tinkin if this is the ans that u ppl have in mind den I guess ur understanding towards mi is wrong liao lo.......it's true that one part of my personality din change since pri sch or even kindergarden.....but I find it a gd one....even ppl sae I m childish....but I find that it makes mi happy....
I m a person that even if I m gd....there will not be any compliment....so wat for being the best conditioned 'mi'....btw I m going to perm my hair on tues haha....let buddy and yiling see whn we meet up....I guess my classmates shld be the first to see bah I hope it turns out well....27th is kaifeng's birthdae she sae she invited alot of frens...lol so my hair cant be cui one....haha.....
I went boonlay on sat....lol alot of pretty gals sia lol....got one ar wah lao eh veri cute...she wear white....den beside her is a fierce lookin gal lol...like tat hu dares to gt the pretty gal de no. sia.....market price will drop de lo...lol......I tink in future 10 years I wanna focus on earnin money.....I wanna be rich person.....cuz being rich realli has a lot of advantages haha......
rich rich rich....

Eps 103- Happy new year.....+valentine's day

Haha for mi...it's a great start for this year.....becuz I won abt 70 bucks in Mahjong lol.....and that oso means that my plan to perm my hair is closer to mi and I planned to perm it after feb...haha this year I wore berms on both daes of new year....on chu 2 my family went my grandma house(my mum side), my 3th uncle's house(my mum side), my 1st aunt house(my mum side), my 4th uncle house(my mum side), and my uncle house(my father side) haha won money at there haha...haha den my family on chu 3 went my aunt house and play mahjong again...I din wan to play but had to lo....lol...lose abt 90 cents haha.....
I went to her house de area on chu 2 cuz my uncle(father side) stay there...saw her street there suddenly felt sad again....lol....
aiya....大过年的....tok abt sad things haha lol.....well tok abt some happy things ah....
Let's see.....hmmmmmm saw the taekwando gal last week....might be the last time I see...still din get no. .......haha 缘尽了 haha.....well at least I get to see her when she put her fringe down haha.....lol....
happy things....
I find some of my pri sch frens back haha.......and most of them rmb mi haha..........
hmmmmm nxt time I blog hope that my hair is permed liao hhaha and btw I got gold for nafra haha......

Eps 102- Goin to gong xi fa cai.....red packets pls...

Todae was doin project at library...stomache lo so sian everitime do project muz died died stomache one lo....tink I will one dae live inside the library toilet lo...lol den was tinkin abt someone straight after I come out...den Johnson tell mi he saw her wearin formal walkin around.....lol I oso dunno y I tok abt this topic sia lol strange lo.....well as I was saying ytd was daryll's 21st bd...happy 21st birthdae...we went to Chinese Garden's de swimming pool there....gt slide that one la....lol....he birthdae I kanna....lol I kanna throw into the pool alot of times lo...so many times till can go Guiness world record liao lo..lol they excuses are I m the lightest among them lol....I cant even enjoy the float inside the lazy pool lo....lol sian.....recently ppl are askin mi this ques how many gf do u have before ar....my ans is one....den they shock lol....WTF is the first reaction....they need to play play first cuz now stil young....findin the lifetime partner will be a few years ltr(30 years old like tat cuz cant play anymore liao haha).....I oso dunno y lehz....I juz cant find anyone I like lo....some I find that they are pretty but jiu pretty lo....dun like means dun like lehz....appearance bah haha not handsome enuff to look at lo haha....seriously lo I everitime take train ppl also siam from mi one lol...juz becuz of my hairstyle...lol well haha...dun care...if that gal likes mi she will like my everithing de...

Eps 101-a New beginning

Todae let's discuss about some of the most regretted thing of ur life....hmmmmmm ok let mi rephrase the whole sentence by asking this ques -- if u have the power to go back in time(u can onli change one thing), what thing would u like to change?

for mi I would like to change my entire life.....change my life from I m in pri 3...change my sec sch life....change my poly life....it's nt like m sec friends are nt treating mi well or something....but from my pt of view, everione muz have a fren that u can tok to....I have 2 haha....so that's nt my regret but wat I wan is ppl understandin mi....of course no one could....they tot they understand mi...they sae I dun care abt ppl...but I myslf I kno I do....the onli thing is I dun do anything to show...well nt doing anything to show care is nt a crime...haha ppl I care and I show is my parents whom I oso recently den start to do thing to show that I care....I kno that I dun like to do things in front of ppl....cuz I dun like to lick ppl boots....that's y no one likes mi....but I understand myslf....I guess that will do even if it means that I have no more frens....I have no more frens to celebrate birthdae wif....even if I have no more birthdaes party to go to.....things are nt going to change....misunderstandings are onli getting deeper and deeper....I will still love myslf.....cuz human are independent creatures they dun need to depend on others....haha



well that's y recent point of view....and finalli I hope that Boon may first dae of sch is smooth haha....

Eps 100- Wah FInalli the hundred post lol....

OMG it take mi 3 long years to blog my 100th post lol......but this 100 posts oso acc mi for my past 3 yrs in poly haha....so fast going grad.....abit sad la haha...well ppl comes and goes la haha.....wah todae I added some of my pri sch classmates haha....so fun haha they din change much lehz haha....I felt I change quite abit haha....but still as emotional la haha....I find out that english sometimes things and ppl dun realli change....they juz turn 180 degrees....away from u....that's y I will find them hard to understand cuz whn they turn 180 degrees away from u...their back is facing u....that's y understanding is difficult.....haha this is my theory.....how abt a question for u guys.....have u sae hi to frens that u have nt tok to for a long time?....if u havent u can start now...cuz it's interesting....tinking that whether they change or nt.....do they look the same or totalli diff.....haha fun....=)

Eps 99- dT_Tb

近来，我发现我身边的朋友一个一个的在改变。我自己也发现自己还是忘不了她。那件事之后，我好像在也不可以做好任何事了。我好比一个没了自信的人。我知道那很不对，但有时还是没办法。我发现我好像是个超孤单的人，朋友不少但好朋友没几个。我知道真正认识我的朋友都很挺我， 他们都帮我很多。我很感谢他们。她在我的身命里流下了一道疤，一道很深的疤。笑着亦是哭着， 哭着亦是笑着。