Eps 71- Wah sian ar

Sian I shld have shut my damn mouth up lor.......haiz I oso dunno lehz The liu dong treat us veri well but to mi I tink is too well le bah...haiz my past still hinders mi.....I realli felt like a knife cutting up my heart when she din support mi.....haiz I kno she have her own thoughts but I realli wan her to support mi....haiz heart pain going to tear liao.....haiz stupid lor shldnt have sae that sentence....haiz if I din sae I wun kno this thing liao haiz.....somemore Froggy is dragged down into this.....haiz u have repay the favor that u owned mi I find out how she is like le and I totalli felt like giving up liao.....haiz I juz wan someone to support mi like that oso cant mehz.....haiz....wat like that.....JOYLING......or whoever can hlp mi mah.....how come like that I realli dun feel like toking liao haiz suan le la I realli dun wan le I totalli cant bear to see myself hurt again becuz of something ppl dun bother which I bother a lot...de she dun even kno....I sae before le.....one of my prob is I dun like to explain and communicate......I realli have choose wrong liao.....I lost in people's relation......haiz I can onli stay single forever liao........hope someone reply mi soon......