Eps 78- I lost.......

Thurs I went to eat wif zzhong yang to celebrate his bd.............and I confess to her....I like her.......Ytd she quarrel wif bf..........I worry...............nt worry if the couple din break......is worry abt her...........todae I ask her if she is okay le mah..............she sae all settle le............and the worst finalli happened............I remember ZX ask mi this ques before.....if her bf ask u to stop msgin wat will u do??......she told mi her bf knos that I msg her liao and he wans mi to nt msg her everidae........and she add on sae if someone is msgin my gf den I oso bu shuang ma...........hmmmmmm I can ans........this ques cuz it happen before.....I m ok as long as she tell mi abt it...........everithing that has happen seems like a mirror to myself remindin mi of my ex.....remindin mi tat I let her go.........The ans I told ZX is that I will stop msgin her........hmmmmmm they quarrel becuz this matter.......hmmm everione sae that she is nt serious in her relationship wif her bf but somehow I can kno that she is serious de...........from wat they told mi abt her bf....her bf de person shld be a insecure, low confidence level, da nan ren....de person but if they quarrel he will be the first person to give in.............hmmm haiz in the end....I kno what I shlddo and will be doing and even though I be sad but well SADNESS IS ALWAYS MY FREN....I kno him veri well......Wo zhen shi ge stupid guy.....maybe I m realli nt made for relationship bah maybe I m made for hlpin ppl to be tgt lo......MATCHmaker bah........ya lo.......and no one tells her this thing hor.......well even tell oso no use she wun care de bah..........haha ya lo