070910 - Gym

Well I m back!! For the last few months I m buy wif work and my life.....somehow I lost control over my life after sj de incident..........but todae I gather up my courage and look at her FB and learned that she had a new bf and she is gd........well at least I tot so la haha........no matter. But the main pt is that whn I see her pic de shi hou I asked myslf "how come I will like her" well same goes to all other gals that I liked before........they dun seems pretty or cute or watever to mi anymore.........it's like wt maggie lao shi and shu hui saes I uses too much of my head.......simply tinking too much haha.......I tok to buddy and pal abt myslf.....characteristics and all the flaws I have in mi......but now to mi I m changin...I can feel it....how shld I sae this......hmmmm maybe such of more relax haha in terms of I do wat I like and wat I wan.......example like cookin and gym and work........I feel tat my life is veri real and stable haha and I love it haha........well I quit alot of things like mahjong la and wanted to stop playin bball but decided to play on la haha.......I m learnin how to cook le haha nxt time shal cook for frens haha I cook for my family le haha of cuz it was alrite but I wan more improvement haha......shall be cookin some other new dishess I learn on youtube haha.......somemore I finalli understand wat type of gals I like le gals that kno how to dress up......haha but for now I dun plan to have any r/s maybe nxt time bah......I stil have alot of things that I wanna do before goin into a r/s..........
I wanna travel to japan, taiwan, venice, rome and many more......well that's typical saggi la haha I wanna go there and see and learn the diff cultures and take some pics haha..........well life is short......how many 10 years do we have in life? 7, 8? I have gone thru 2 10 years alr so I dun wanna waste anymore time on r/s hhaha if it's meant to happen it will happen if nt den I shall adopt a left-handed daughter lol......well as long as I m happy jiu can le haha