Eps 95-Disappointment to everione...

Ytd I gt a call from my sch....they told mi that the Safra PK challenge...arrange a special audition....I was excited and todae I went for the audition...I sing...你是我的眼...and an english 'like a rose'.....I din went in as expected llo....the judge was our sch principal....he sae the first song I sing was gd all the atmosphere and the emotions are gd but the sec song the first part abit nt clear(my diction)....and he sae my voice sometimes is abit thin..and dun have this substance that surround the audience....den he ask the three of us 'hu do u tink will gt in'....everione sae themselves except for mi....well whn I m on stage...I realli m confident...cuz I dun tink of anything...well I chose other ppl la....in the end that person went in....I was so close of gtin in....haiz whn m I going to break this curse...arrrr...I kno I m improvin but I juz cant gt in....I m givin my 100% to everi sec I can gt on stage....wat shld I do....can gt mi into a bigger stage for even more audience...I m nt afraid to sing for ppl....I juz afraid that I cant gt in....