Eps 97-How come Sadness always come to mi?

Todae went trainin for Lawson de club....all the training was alrite....but whn it comes to 5-5 something goes wrong....the 2 teams is inbalance....one stronger and one okay okay.....normally the strong shld win de but startin is realli tough cuz the mind of the strong team is sure win one lehz....while the other team even they are okay okay onli but they give their best to win and whn they saw that winning opportunity they quickly grab....the strong side start to crumbles at defence and den MI hu is in that strong team finalli gt angry and I myslf understand y I yell!!! but no one kno they juz tink that fuck la ben cb angry again....den whn lester sub mi I at sideline....I can realli hu's givin everithing and hu's nt....that's y I dun like to be in a strong team....even myslf oso cant control and feel this match sure win liao lo....den everione's nt happy....I suddenly understand y I have failed for so many years lo....my temper....haha dun worry after I post this I will be happy again...as for joining their trainin....I will reconsider le cuz I dun wan to drag ppl behind.....I m realli angry at myslf lo after all this years my temper still de same...see something wrong....I muz bu shuang one lo hahaha.....my leg is hurtin again it's going bad to worst liao....dun kno how long I still can do sports sia....haha