Eps 80- There can be miracle when u believed

This past few daes I been veri emo.......Esp after the msg thing.....Sun, Mon, Tues....all gt emo dao lo..............Sunday I realli veri emo cuz I realli veri sad liao den somemore my hairdresser take leave lol....cant vent my frustration on my hair.......lol............den Joyling and Z.yan and Joey all acc mi and cheer mi up lo...........haha when we eatin dinner going to go hme liao de I start to sae abit lame things.....but Mon I oso the same sian sian de..........Saw her at MRT....1048am.....u kno y I can remember the timin cuz I looked at the watch tinking I might see her.....at that time I want to kan dao her but dunno how to face her.....and I saw her lo....she din see mi I walked veri quickly to avoid her lo...................den when I play bball that time Daryll saw my sian sian face ask mi wat did 4+ do to mi lol.......I sae nth.............hhaha den tues after I went to FC 5 after my first lesson....I saw her...she din see mi and I straight away hide in bangdeli lo....lol............I tell joyling I saw her...........den joyling walked up to her.......she tell joyling that the msg is her bf want her to send de...........she din have the intention to do it de lo.........den she told joyling she din explain to mi is becuz her bf confiscate her hp after that lol..........den even though I happy abit...maybe alot la but I kno things still doesnt change..........then tues nite mi, joyling, Z.yang and Joey we went to Kovan to pass her bd gift......her bf was wif her.....lucky I ask joyling they all to give her lo...........she din see mi again lol...........12 midnite I went to kovan to pass her her gift lehz..........lol if ppl kno mi well de ar will kno that in my life I have nv do such things before lo...........so can see I realli like her alot de......den thurs I sent her hme.....veri funny lo everione is like telling mi she likes mi............but I cant feel any..........but sometimes I does feel that she is interested in mi but sometimes I dun...........Joyling sae de correct...I m using too much of my head liao.........muz use more of my heart more..................somemore when I buy the gift that time like fated like tat lo.........I buy the locker is last one liao den somemore her fave colour..........haha so qiao lo..........den went in a shop.........the song goes" there can be miracle when u believed" lol den I realli awake liao lo............I believed tat as long as I try my best there will be a miracle de...........I told z.yang I feel that she is the one I been waitin for lo.........I realli hope she is that One la...........cuz the obstacles are realli cant solved de lo den suddenly truth is out lo..........I dunno if any more things are going to happen mah but I onli can sae I will hold on to her.........I will give everithing I have in order to see that she is safe, healthy, happy.......yup haha a bit too serious le hor hhaaa ps....but this is how I feel lo............and doing things for her I found out that I have gd frens that are willing to wait for mi when I buying and doing the present and acc mi to send her hme ar and hlp mi up when I down.............THnks all that hlp mi and esp Joyling she helped mi alot....and she hlped mi to wrap the present cuz I dun kno how to wrap lol........haha thnks I realli m gladful I meet u BITES, cuz I din meet u I wun like u if I din like u I wun found frens that are wiling to do things for mi.......thnks I have alot of gd frens nw............I will thnks everione when I see them haha........