Eps 83- 4th dae wifout contactin u

Todae is the 4th dae since I din msg u or tok to u on msn.........I still cant control myslf wantin to ask u how are u??? I din see u online for a few daes le..........I dun wanna tink of the worst so I juz wonderin how are u lo?? I kinda of like to eat lunch wif ppl, esp ppl that are trap in r/s probs........I like to hlp them...I like to hear and learn and give my views........and know abt r/s myslf........haha I like the sofa more lo.........I have eaten wif Chen Juan..........Joyling..........hu wanna be nxt haha...........ok I kno...u guys oso kno that I m nt being myslf...well I realli tried to put down cuz too much have happened on mi le.........too much till I onli can feel happiness lo and as for sadness...he may have taken a long vacation...I will be happy everidae de...dun ask mi if she is worth it...dun sae that she is nt as perfect as I tink...alot of things I dunno how sae but I kno she is worth it and I kno she is nt perfect cuz I m nt either...y wld I wan a perfect person when I m nt perfect...喜欢就是喜欢...我真的放不下也放不了...I realli tried u kno...I tot that if I din tok to her if I din see her pics ar I will gradually forgt this person bah but I cant...This few daes when I saw ppl that time esp nt veri tall de...I will tot I see her...I kno I kno I m tinkin too much...but I m nt tinking when it happened...it's like a natural reactions but I cant do anything...juz keep on tryin lo...haha wonderin y I like her so much yet I can stop tokin to her??? haha...Cuz I have 3 reasons:
1st...Is I dun wan her bf to check her hp and all la...cuz hp is realli veri private de stuff lo
2nd...Is I dun wan her to feel that I m naggy and annoying and all lo
3rd...Is I dun wanna her bf and her to quarrel becuz of mi anymore lo
Yup....all 3 reasons are how I can stop tokin to her lo

lol that dae wed ar we celebrate Chen juan's bd but in the end the mornin part onli mi and her.....lol lucky she ok wif it ar...tok to her lo...abt her bf and the recent things lo...den go play pool wif her haha saw deme...lol he tot Chen juan my gf lol...haha
den somemore I went out wif Joyling on Sat for Lunch session...and I saw my vocal teacher, Alex lol died liao lo he will ask if Joyling is my gf mah lol...hmmmm btw I tok to Joyling abt her bf and recent things lo...hmmm lots of ques are thrown ard la...lol well wat can I sae I LOVE LUNCH SESSION HAHA....seriously hu is nxt haha....hu gt r/s prob...my consultant fees are juz nt cheap haha...jkin hehe I onli hope I can help ppl nia...